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sometimes I just like to rant on and on about previous drug experiances....the good things I've learned, as well as the bad. although the bad always turns into good somehow.
like last year with the cough syrup....
horrible situation I was in.....I handled it poorly.....but none the less, had some fun and interesting times. it seems like whenever I get fucked up...like really fucked up....I always remember one situation...one common thread....and the common thread is this rush of overly intense euphoria......when I drink too much, this wave comes right before I get sick and vomit.
but when I dont get sick....the feeling rivals some of the best feels I've ever felt.
saturday, for example, I was drinking, smoking some weed, and smoking cigarettes. usually that triple combo always makes me sick. but not this time. this time, I didnt even get the feeling of becoming sick. instead I got wave after wave of the intense, music-linked euphoria on the car ride home....with the music seeming as it was composed for this exact car ride home. Joey, you're taking that turn a little too fast.....as Godspeed You! Black Emperor builds up to one of thier trademark crescendos. Joey drives faster down the back country roads as the tempo speeds up on Aphex Twin's "Film".
I demanded that Joey drive through town so I could stare with delight at the magnificent colors and lights.....because as the song says....everything looks better at night.
he does not oblige.
instead he half asses it....taking us through the tail end of town....
I could not see straight...my vision blurred by my own euphoria. The street lamps created light trails comparable to meteor showers.
we get to thier house and go watch some television and movies until I almost completely come down.
man, october 25th is going to be amazing.
october 25th will also be beginning research for my senior paper, which is about the relationship between drugs and music, and visa-versa.
I'm tired.
like last year with the cough syrup....
horrible situation I was in.....I handled it poorly.....but none the less, had some fun and interesting times. it seems like whenever I get fucked up...like really fucked up....I always remember one situation...one common thread....and the common thread is this rush of overly intense euphoria......when I drink too much, this wave comes right before I get sick and vomit.
but when I dont get sick....the feeling rivals some of the best feels I've ever felt.
saturday, for example, I was drinking, smoking some weed, and smoking cigarettes. usually that triple combo always makes me sick. but not this time. this time, I didnt even get the feeling of becoming sick. instead I got wave after wave of the intense, music-linked euphoria on the car ride home....with the music seeming as it was composed for this exact car ride home. Joey, you're taking that turn a little too fast.....as Godspeed You! Black Emperor builds up to one of thier trademark crescendos. Joey drives faster down the back country roads as the tempo speeds up on Aphex Twin's "Film".
I demanded that Joey drive through town so I could stare with delight at the magnificent colors and lights.....because as the song says....everything looks better at night.
he does not oblige.
instead he half asses it....taking us through the tail end of town....
I could not see straight...my vision blurred by my own euphoria. The street lamps created light trails comparable to meteor showers.
we get to thier house and go watch some television and movies until I almost completely come down.
man, october 25th is going to be amazing.
october 25th will also be beginning research for my senior paper, which is about the relationship between drugs and music, and visa-versa.
I'm tired.