Feb 17, 2005 17:14
oh yes i thought of more to write.
i'm single, yes, but i don't like anyone. i lust guys. no i lied. i like 2 guys. but i'm not gonna say anything here. too many eyes! if you wanna know who i like (or if it's you) then ask me, but i'm not gonna say "hi, i like XXX and XXX but don't tell them!" because 'they' always find out. even tho i think they both know i like them. but it's weird when i come out and say it. i donnnnt knowwww! i'm sick of thinking. i think i'm done again.
i need a beautiful prom date. all the guys i want to go with said no. that's because i'm annoying and dumb and ugly. every guy i like hates me. even tho the guys i like don't but they dont wanna go with me. b/c im ugly. idk. i wish i could know. i'd try hard to change whatever is making me get no prom dates. i wish someone would ask me!!! UGHHHH. if not, i wouldnt go. but i lied i have to. my mom's making me since she bought that dress. well, i really dont feel good. my stomache and head hurt. my wrist too. UGH i wish i'd just DIE. grrr (ok i dont really wanna die, but i'd have a lot less problems --> health and people wise <-- then)! ughh
again, comment. read the other one too. i posted 2 in one day!!! read and comment both!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1