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good lord! when was the last time i actually touched my LJ? I dunno.....too long. life in hk is same, same. i'm always tired as hell and my permanent address is via CX (cathay pacific) or SQ (singapore airlines). well, at least i have a job, so no complaints! =)
jo is back in hk and till now, i still haven't seen her. am i that busy, or is everyone just busy? but, at least i got to see claudio and kay, so i'm happy. honestly, i didn't realize how much i missed these familiar faces until i saw them.
finally bought my x'mas tree! i know, someone is probably wonder why the hell did i buy a tree when i'm like never home. the truth is, when i am home, it feels so much warmer. i even got lights that variate in music and lighting patterns....the simple and little things that make me smile now.....scary, i know.
going to spend my new years in 'krabi', thailand. have no clue where exactly it is, but i presume is one of those exotic islands where you do nothing but pamper yourself at spa all day. simon is flying in from seattle, and julio is flying in from london. excited to have the family together for the holidays....can't wait!!!
things are well btw us, but there is just some things he can never give me. its a feeling...something i can't explain. yes, the finer things in life are great, but to me that is not the most important thing. sometimes i just wished we had more in common. the scary thing is, with c.h i do. maybe it's 'cos of our age, or some other feeling, i honestly can be myself around him. just the ems that everyone knows from t.dot. sometimes i feel that some where along the way here, there is a part of me that's lost. some say i matured, but that's just to make it sound good. some may think i'm fuckin' crazy, but if i were to choose btw sitting in a ferrari or a lexus land cruiser, i would take the land cruiser. nothing to do with either guy, and trust me on that one. to me, 100% and 120% basically is the same thing. once you hit the 100...everything on wards makes no difference.
despite the fact that i lost 9lbs since i've been back, for some damn reason, my hip/ass is still huge. how the heck does cecilia cheung get so skinny?!! i give up. it's hopeless!
jo is back in hk and till now, i still haven't seen her. am i that busy, or is everyone just busy? but, at least i got to see claudio and kay, so i'm happy. honestly, i didn't realize how much i missed these familiar faces until i saw them.
finally bought my x'mas tree! i know, someone is probably wonder why the hell did i buy a tree when i'm like never home. the truth is, when i am home, it feels so much warmer. i even got lights that variate in music and lighting patterns....the simple and little things that make me smile now.....scary, i know.
going to spend my new years in 'krabi', thailand. have no clue where exactly it is, but i presume is one of those exotic islands where you do nothing but pamper yourself at spa all day. simon is flying in from seattle, and julio is flying in from london. excited to have the family together for the holidays....can't wait!!!
things are well btw us, but there is just some things he can never give me. its a feeling...something i can't explain. yes, the finer things in life are great, but to me that is not the most important thing. sometimes i just wished we had more in common. the scary thing is, with c.h i do. maybe it's 'cos of our age, or some other feeling, i honestly can be myself around him. just the ems that everyone knows from t.dot. sometimes i feel that some where along the way here, there is a part of me that's lost. some say i matured, but that's just to make it sound good. some may think i'm fuckin' crazy, but if i were to choose btw sitting in a ferrari or a lexus land cruiser, i would take the land cruiser. nothing to do with either guy, and trust me on that one. to me, 100% and 120% basically is the same thing. once you hit the 100...everything on wards makes no difference.
despite the fact that i lost 9lbs since i've been back, for some damn reason, my hip/ass is still huge. how the heck does cecilia cheung get so skinny?!! i give up. it's hopeless!