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Gah I havnt felt this bad in a long time. Im stressed, i have the worst migrane ever(headache,nasuea,sensitivity to light,heat,sound), and to top it all off Im depressed. I feel like whatever I do wont be good enough for anyone. Especially my mum shes constantly reminding me how lazy I am and how I should be doing better in everything. I KNOW IM LAZY IM TRYING NOT TO BE BUT ITS HARD! They dont see how Ive been trying, its the same old shit. Id talk to her about it but then two weeks, three weeks later she'd be back at it. Ive talk to her before Im not going to again. Its just all building up inside me, Im going to explode, or implode I dont know which yet. Im stressed over finals. Ive studied but whatever grade I make they'll just say I never did my homework which is untrue. I have this semester. Chemistry especially was hard, I studied a fairly decent amount and still made "B's". Given I could of studied a lot more but then I would just become a school freak and I cant physically or mentally do that. Anyway I hope to see Britt this week, she'll cheer me up. Well g2g study. I LOVE YOU BRITT!