Aug 08, 2006 01:33
i find it so unusual how it takes us so long to become.. well, us. How long it can take a person to realize who they really are. I mean, don't we know who we are better than anyone? Apparently not. I have been on this sort of constant battle between who I was and who I will be. No, I am not bi-polar, just pre-grown up. I have also come to the realization of who is and always will be my friends. Some people have been there for me for what seems like forever, others have always been there but the connection came later in life, some are more recent, and some are yet to come. With my crazy last semester of college and summer I have really taken notice of those "true" companions. It really is crazy how life works. How certain people are brought in and out of your life, yet it all works out. I hit a bit of a sore spot a few nights ago when I came across some pictures from highschool. It was great and all but it is just indescribable to me that the 1 person I basically shared my air supply with is no longer in my life. Its sad because we go to the same university and my new college friends can't even imagine that we know each other based on our repore. Things all change for a reason and I know that I have "changed alot", but since when does that have to be a bad thing? Isn't that what we strive for, to become a better and more successful human being? So the next time somebody tells me "i have changed alot" I will reply with 'thank u". because i am thankful.