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i can count all the people i trust on one hand. and they all have vaginas.
i really do bring all of my relationship problems upon myself. it's always me being the stupid bitch who has to have it her way. but i have such bad problems with trust now. i have for a long time, but now i'm worried in different aspects. i don't know, in all ways that i look at it, i'm pretty fucked.
i really don't know what to do with myself any more. i don't know what i want. i'm almost too scared to be in a relationship but i have a prefectly good one in front of me. nothing's the same any more. i have too high of expectations.
jordi's here!
i really do bring all of my relationship problems upon myself. it's always me being the stupid bitch who has to have it her way. but i have such bad problems with trust now. i have for a long time, but now i'm worried in different aspects. i don't know, in all ways that i look at it, i'm pretty fucked.
i really don't know what to do with myself any more. i don't know what i want. i'm almost too scared to be in a relationship but i have a prefectly good one in front of me. nothing's the same any more. i have too high of expectations.
jordi's here!