GUYS!...girls read this, tell me if u agree!
so im sitting in my room right now, its about 5:30 in the morning, just had a awesome fun night with some of the deezees, and now ive been trying to sleep for prolly the last 4 hours and cant fucking seem to
so heres why, and believe me its way pathetic to be keeping me up
i dont understand guys, and yah i realize im not supposed to, i mean no1 completely understands anyone ya know, but like what the fuck?...what is it about certain guys that girls just cant get enough of, what is it that makes the lil crush turn into a full blown infatutation/obbession? its rediculous!...i mean its not love, its not lust (in my case atleast), its just pure infatution, and its not even that hes diff or nething, or that hes a challenge ya kno?....and then guys can be the biggest assholes ever, be sooo unreliable its sickening, and yet girls still find their selfs calling a guy after they promised they would call and then they didnt...and then when the guy doesnt pick up, the girl continues to call...how fucking pathetic, its like we lose all sense of control when it comes to certain guys...rather then moving on and finding someone better, we would rather just sit there and wonder why isnt he calling me?, what is he doing?, where is he?, why is he acting like this?, does he like me?, is he cheating on me?, is he lying to me?...and so on....and then when u like a guy ur not supposed to act like it cuz then ur veiwed as "clingy" or "needy" so then ur supposed to ignore them n play hard to get, but how the fuck are u supposed to ignore someone you like...how are u not supposed to im them when ur online or call them when u feel like talking, and then how r u supposed to know if he likes you, i mean u cant bring it up cuz then its all akward...its such a fucking game, i seriously wish someone would put a perfect guy in front of me and tell me to date him, i wish it was that fucking easy, like i thought everything was just supposed to click, but apparently not anymore, now you just spend so much time analyzing the situation and trying to figure out what your supposed to do. guys shouldnt even consume this much of my time, or anyones time for that matter, but it seems every girl that i know, that ive talked to...even random girls i dont really know seem to have guy problems, and have that one asshole that treats them like shit but they still kiss the ground he walks on and calls them laughing and giggling then gets off the phone and tells their friends how much they like him and they get all of these high expectations of whats gonna happen and then....NOTHING absolutley nothing happens, just the same ol fucking shit! and for some reason, i feel like i need a guy in my life, just someone whos their when u need to talk to whatever, all in all, im just so sick of having this convo with my friends, sick of feeling this way, and extremly sick of thinking about it....bottom line...
GUYS ARE ASSHOLES
never expect anything, that way you will never be let down
and if a guy tells you hes gonna change, he doesnt even change his boxers everyday and u expect him to change his life...Ha wouldnt hold my breathe on that one!
if you like an asshole...just stop, its not worth it
when your friends tell you hes an asshole its because they care and they know exactly how you feel and they just wanna cut down on ur hurting time (cough cough...love you & sorry if u got mad)
and most importantly dont make someone a priority...if they are only makin u their option
if u go to pick up the phone n call or click on his sn to im him....DONTTTTT DO IT!
k wow that felt so good to vent...maybe i can sleep now!
so heres why, and believe me its way pathetic to be keeping me up
i dont understand guys, and yah i realize im not supposed to, i mean no1 completely understands anyone ya know, but like what the fuck?...what is it about certain guys that girls just cant get enough of, what is it that makes the lil crush turn into a full blown infatutation/obbession? its rediculous!...i mean its not love, its not lust (in my case atleast), its just pure infatution, and its not even that hes diff or nething, or that hes a challenge ya kno?....and then guys can be the biggest assholes ever, be sooo unreliable its sickening, and yet girls still find their selfs calling a guy after they promised they would call and then they didnt...and then when the guy doesnt pick up, the girl continues to call...how fucking pathetic, its like we lose all sense of control when it comes to certain guys...rather then moving on and finding someone better, we would rather just sit there and wonder why isnt he calling me?, what is he doing?, where is he?, why is he acting like this?, does he like me?, is he cheating on me?, is he lying to me?...and so on....and then when u like a guy ur not supposed to act like it cuz then ur veiwed as "clingy" or "needy" so then ur supposed to ignore them n play hard to get, but how the fuck are u supposed to ignore someone you like...how are u not supposed to im them when ur online or call them when u feel like talking, and then how r u supposed to know if he likes you, i mean u cant bring it up cuz then its all akward...its such a fucking game, i seriously wish someone would put a perfect guy in front of me and tell me to date him, i wish it was that fucking easy, like i thought everything was just supposed to click, but apparently not anymore, now you just spend so much time analyzing the situation and trying to figure out what your supposed to do. guys shouldnt even consume this much of my time, or anyones time for that matter, but it seems every girl that i know, that ive talked to...even random girls i dont really know seem to have guy problems, and have that one asshole that treats them like shit but they still kiss the ground he walks on and calls them laughing and giggling then gets off the phone and tells their friends how much they like him and they get all of these high expectations of whats gonna happen and then....NOTHING absolutley nothing happens, just the same ol fucking shit! and for some reason, i feel like i need a guy in my life, just someone whos their when u need to talk to whatever, all in all, im just so sick of having this convo with my friends, sick of feeling this way, and extremly sick of thinking about it....bottom line...
GUYS ARE ASSHOLES
never expect anything, that way you will never be let down
and if a guy tells you hes gonna change, he doesnt even change his boxers everyday and u expect him to change his life...Ha wouldnt hold my breathe on that one!
if you like an asshole...just stop, its not worth it
when your friends tell you hes an asshole its because they care and they know exactly how you feel and they just wanna cut down on ur hurting time (cough cough...love you & sorry if u got mad)
and most importantly dont make someone a priority...if they are only makin u their option
if u go to pick up the phone n call or click on his sn to im him....DONTTTTT DO IT!
k wow that felt so good to vent...maybe i can sleep now!