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[dznuts]

i just realized im still way too consumed in my grandma. i cant even comprehend how long its been since she died.... which i dont think is right... everything i do, i think about how she's looking down on it, and what she thinks about it....

i miss her soooooooooo much.

sometimes i think of molly as her replacement sort of, like another innocent creature that i only think positively about, all the time.

i love you grandma.... you were the best person i ever met.