what is wrong with me...
I need to go back to school, cause when Im home I have way too much time to think about things. All i can think of are the stupid things I did in Canada and how I told myself I would never be that girl again. And I keep wondering what Im doing wrong and why he doesnt call me...and doesnt come to see me. Ahhhhhh...I just want to focus on school...and not worry about this shit anymore.
On a lighter note...Crystal,my friend in teh army, has asked me to be her maid of honor...and Im really excited. I can't believe that she didn't ask her sister...ohh well. I am happy to do it. I cant wait to see her!! Its been since we took her to the airport to fly to Germany..and that was June 4th. Whoa..time flies.
Tomorrow i have a hair appt. Im way pumped about that..Im going way dark. LIke salma hayek dark. Im so excited. My hair right now is like 5 different colors and I just want it to be all dark..I hope it turns out.
Well I'm going to go to bed and listen to some Tiesto.
It's Getting Better All The Time"
I don't stop breathing everytime the phone rings,
My heart don't race when someone's at my door,
I've almost given up thinking you're ever gonna call,
I don't believe in magic anymore,
I just don't lie awake at night,
Asking God to get you off my mind.
It's getting better all the time,
it's getting better all the time.
Yeah I got to work on time again this morning,
This old job is all that I got left,
And no one even noticed I'd been crying,
At least I don't have whiskey on my breath,
Yeah I think I'm gonna make it,
'Cause god won't make a mountain I can't climb.
It's gettine better all the time,
It's getting better all the time.
God I hope you're happy,
Boy I wish you well,
I just might get over you
But you can't ever tell
I always thought I'd do something crazy,
If I ever saw you out with someone else,
But when the moment came last night,
I couldn't say a word,
I stood there in the dark all by myself,
Yeah I could have said a million things,
But all I did was keep it locked inside.
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all...the time.
On a lighter note...Crystal,my friend in teh army, has asked me to be her maid of honor...and Im really excited. I can't believe that she didn't ask her sister...ohh well. I am happy to do it. I cant wait to see her!! Its been since we took her to the airport to fly to Germany..and that was June 4th. Whoa..time flies.
Tomorrow i have a hair appt. Im way pumped about that..Im going way dark. LIke salma hayek dark. Im so excited. My hair right now is like 5 different colors and I just want it to be all dark..I hope it turns out.
Well I'm going to go to bed and listen to some Tiesto.
It's Getting Better All The Time"
I don't stop breathing everytime the phone rings,
My heart don't race when someone's at my door,
I've almost given up thinking you're ever gonna call,
I don't believe in magic anymore,
I just don't lie awake at night,
Asking God to get you off my mind.
It's getting better all the time,
it's getting better all the time.
Yeah I got to work on time again this morning,
This old job is all that I got left,
And no one even noticed I'd been crying,
At least I don't have whiskey on my breath,
Yeah I think I'm gonna make it,
'Cause god won't make a mountain I can't climb.
It's gettine better all the time,
It's getting better all the time.
God I hope you're happy,
Boy I wish you well,
I just might get over you
But you can't ever tell
I always thought I'd do something crazy,
If I ever saw you out with someone else,
But when the moment came last night,
I couldn't say a word,
I stood there in the dark all by myself,
Yeah I could have said a million things,
But all I did was keep it locked inside.
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all the time,
It's getting better all...the time.