Another dimension, new galaxy/Intergalactic planetary
You know, it's so weird.
Things were so shitty. For such a long time. And now over the past two days it's like my luck has changed.
I still don't want to deal with so much of the shit I'm supposed to be dealing with both in and out of school, and I'm just not as happy as I feel like I should be, but things are definitely looking up.
Plus soon I'll have at least one study period, possibly two if I decide to drop Experimental Writing. And I'll be able to park in the upper lot.
Now that I've been deferred from Wesleyan and admitted to Bard, I think I'm going to apply to Smith, Emory & Barnard and see what my options are come April, and hopefully then I'll have a clearer understanding of what I want out of college.
But on the other hand, I fucking need to do my Christmas shopping. Tomorrow.
All of it.
I want to end with a quote relevant to what we've been discussing in English but I'll spare myself and everyone else the pretension.
Let the beat
Mmm, drop.
p.s. I mean, this is why I love my friends:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Clfcr9qH0I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTUneyLf1CU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80dR3okPZoE
Things were so shitty. For such a long time. And now over the past two days it's like my luck has changed.
- I got into Bard,
- I'm not failing English anymore,
- the only two major friend drama issues I've ever had both dissolved within twenty-four hours of each other,
- it's almost vacation,
- I'm getting more Captain Morgan's than I could ever hope to drink in one winter break tomorrow,
- everyone will be coming home this weekend for the rat pack Christmas extravaganza,
- I skied better last night in our first ski race than I ever have before,
- my parents finally understand how much I've been struggling this year,
- and for the first time in so long I feel like maybe I'll be able to make it all the way through senior year.
I still don't want to deal with so much of the shit I'm supposed to be dealing with both in and out of school, and I'm just not as happy as I feel like I should be, but things are definitely looking up.
Plus soon I'll have at least one study period, possibly two if I decide to drop Experimental Writing. And I'll be able to park in the upper lot.
Now that I've been deferred from Wesleyan and admitted to Bard, I think I'm going to apply to Smith, Emory & Barnard and see what my options are come April, and hopefully then I'll have a clearer understanding of what I want out of college.
But on the other hand, I fucking need to do my Christmas shopping. Tomorrow.
All of it.
I want to end with a quote relevant to what we've been discussing in English but I'll spare myself and everyone else the pretension.
Let the beat
Mmm, drop.
p.s. I mean, this is why I love my friends:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Clfcr9qH0I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTUneyLf1CU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80dR3okPZoE