Mind Crunching Decisions
So the other day, I get offered a promotion to the Georgetown (DC) property. ASAP.
This is big for me. As some you know I LOVE Georgetown and Dupont Circle is the straightest-Gayest street I've been to. Six months ago, I would have peed my pants with delight and begin to pack my bags. Now,
A Few Things:
-->I just leased a new car. Only morons have cars in Georgetown. There is nowhere to park. How do get rid of a lease?
-->I still have one class in the Fall before I'm done. I can try to move that to an internet course, or 3rd session of Summer School. But what if I can't?
-->I have a roommate. My best friend, who I would be fucking over royally for leaving so soon.
-->I would need to sell my house quickly, which means little room for negotiation.
-->MATT. If Matt is The One, then I would be blowing it and regret it for eternity. Here's what I know: He's hot. He's amazing. He has a fun dog. I hate his cat. I love his family. His family adores me. I l think his obsession with shoes is cute. There is no one else out there like him and I love him. He also has 1 1/2 years of school left. These facts are actually just emotions based on passion. So, if I decide not to move, there is a chance I will stay with Matt and be happier here. If I go, I am guaranteed a major stride in my career and a more enriching environment but it is guaranteed I would lose the guy I love. So do I take a chance and pass on this opportunity or not rely on my gut, or stick with the empirical facts and move to DC? What hypothesis is weighted more to me? Fuck man. I dunno. And Matt is in Europe right now too. I can't even talk to him about this.
This is big for me. As some you know I LOVE Georgetown and Dupont Circle is the straightest-Gayest street I've been to. Six months ago, I would have peed my pants with delight and begin to pack my bags. Now,
A Few Things:
-->I just leased a new car. Only morons have cars in Georgetown. There is nowhere to park. How do get rid of a lease?
-->I still have one class in the Fall before I'm done. I can try to move that to an internet course, or 3rd session of Summer School. But what if I can't?
-->I have a roommate. My best friend, who I would be fucking over royally for leaving so soon.
-->I would need to sell my house quickly, which means little room for negotiation.
-->MATT. If Matt is The One, then I would be blowing it and regret it for eternity. Here's what I know: He's hot. He's amazing. He has a fun dog. I hate his cat. I love his family. His family adores me. I l think his obsession with shoes is cute. There is no one else out there like him and I love him. He also has 1 1/2 years of school left. These facts are actually just emotions based on passion. So, if I decide not to move, there is a chance I will stay with Matt and be happier here. If I go, I am guaranteed a major stride in my career and a more enriching environment but it is guaranteed I would lose the guy I love. So do I take a chance and pass on this opportunity or not rely on my gut, or stick with the empirical facts and move to DC? What hypothesis is weighted more to me? Fuck man. I dunno. And Matt is in Europe right now too. I can't even talk to him about this.