Retarded faux-Angelspit music I wrote and an update.
Total consumption since last post;
Coffee times three; 15 cals.
2 stalks of celery; dude, does it even matter? Like, three calories a piece or something ridiculous like that? It'll burn itself off, basically.
Green tea with splenda; 0 cals, I do believe.
Also, 100 situps, and like 35 arm workout-y things.
OH, so here's my silly little anorexia techno song. It takes some quotes of thinspo and a few people's journals, but for the most part, it's vague shit.
Starve when you're pissed,
Party when you're glad.
Don't eat when you're sad,
starve when you're numb ( N-U-M-B), numb, numb.
Collarbones sticking out
Bones tearing at the seams
1,2,3 days
Coffee pills water
Repeat
repeat.
Repeat
repeat.
This is your struggle
Day in, day out
Day out
Space out,
Fade out.
Starve when you're pissed,
starve when you're glad.
Starve when you're sad,
starve when you're numb ( N-U-M-B), numb, numb.
Skeleton bathed in yellow wax
You're so pretty, just
5 more pounds, 5 more.
5 more pounds, 5 more.
"I'm so beautiful,"
That great.
What price did you have to pay?
What price would I have to pay?
I might have to
Starve when I’m pissed,
starve when I’m glad.
Starve when I’m sad,
starve until I am ( N-U-M-B), numb, numb.
This is just a body and it’s
Ours to destroy
Suicide starvers, we’ll implode ourselves
To show them what it’s all about.
Starve when you’re pissed off.
{ Quod me nutrit, me destruit. }
Starve when you’re glad.
{ Because nothing tastes as good as skinny feels. }
Starve when you’re sad.
{ I had a hole in my heart, so I threw away my plate }
Starve because we are N-U-M-B
{ Because nothing filled me up, no matter what I ate }
Numb, numb.
“Think thin!”
"I feel SO gross from last night.”
“Stay strong.”
“Height: 5'2 Current weight: 114! Gross!!”
“Fasting is going very well… I'm a Draconian faster. I'm fucking strict.”
“Whatever. That's all I'm eating today and hopefully I can fucking get away with fasting tomorrow. Jesus Christ.”
“Consumed today: 3 cigarettes, 1 cup of coffee, yogurt, and almonds.”
“2 days, no food. I'm doing just fine. I don't really get that hungry.”
Yeah. Imma add more and change it around. Throw in some Angelspit samples and various bits from anorexia songs, ya know. lol It's my silly ana project to keep me distracted/motivated.
Anywho. Stay strong, yaddah yaddah. Y'all know the drill.
<3
-Dyz
Coffee times three; 15 cals.
2 stalks of celery; dude, does it even matter? Like, three calories a piece or something ridiculous like that? It'll burn itself off, basically.
Green tea with splenda; 0 cals, I do believe.
Also, 100 situps, and like 35 arm workout-y things.
OH, so here's my silly little anorexia techno song. It takes some quotes of thinspo and a few people's journals, but for the most part, it's vague shit.
Starve when you're pissed,
Party when you're glad.
Don't eat when you're sad,
starve when you're numb ( N-U-M-B), numb, numb.
Collarbones sticking out
Bones tearing at the seams
1,2,3 days
Coffee pills water
Repeat
repeat.
Repeat
repeat.
This is your struggle
Day in, day out
Day out
Space out,
Fade out.
Starve when you're pissed,
starve when you're glad.
Starve when you're sad,
starve when you're numb ( N-U-M-B), numb, numb.
Skeleton bathed in yellow wax
You're so pretty, just
5 more pounds, 5 more.
5 more pounds, 5 more.
"I'm so beautiful,"
That great.
What price did you have to pay?
What price would I have to pay?
I might have to
Starve when I’m pissed,
starve when I’m glad.
Starve when I’m sad,
starve until I am ( N-U-M-B), numb, numb.
This is just a body and it’s
Ours to destroy
Suicide starvers, we’ll implode ourselves
To show them what it’s all about.
Starve when you’re pissed off.
{ Quod me nutrit, me destruit. }
Starve when you’re glad.
{ Because nothing tastes as good as skinny feels. }
Starve when you’re sad.
{ I had a hole in my heart, so I threw away my plate }
Starve because we are N-U-M-B
{ Because nothing filled me up, no matter what I ate }
Numb, numb.
“Think thin!”
"I feel SO gross from last night.”
“Stay strong.”
“Height: 5'2 Current weight: 114! Gross!!”
“Fasting is going very well… I'm a Draconian faster. I'm fucking strict.”
“Whatever. That's all I'm eating today and hopefully I can fucking get away with fasting tomorrow. Jesus Christ.”
“Consumed today: 3 cigarettes, 1 cup of coffee, yogurt, and almonds.”
“2 days, no food. I'm doing just fine. I don't really get that hungry.”
Yeah. Imma add more and change it around. Throw in some Angelspit samples and various bits from anorexia songs, ya know. lol It's my silly ana project to keep me distracted/motivated.
Anywho. Stay strong, yaddah yaddah. Y'all know the drill.
<3
-Dyz