Nov 24, 2001 13:04
I really unneccesarily make my life difficult sometimes. So all of this time I've been bitching about my job. It took me this long to realize that my problem was easily solvable. 'Cause I don't really have beef with what I do. The problem is with my hours. I have to leave right when I'm going to sleep. And lately I've been going to sleep around 10:15-10:30 so I have to wake myself up with only a half hours sleep. That's literally painful. That's why it's so hard just to get myself to go and also why I'm so cranky. Well it's why at times I'm crankier than usual, especially on my way to work. Then I want to make up for the lost sleep, but I leave work at 10 am. I get home by about 11. So by that time I'm not tired anymore. And I have to actually force myself to get some sleep. And I feel lucky if I get 5 hours before doing it all over again on Sat night. I've thought about changing my hours before, but then I changed my mind when I realized it would mean less money because the pay goes up after midnight. But last night I was able to use my head and realize I could still work late just not 12-10. For some odd reason I figured I had to either work 12-10 or like 6-4. I can find a happy meduim at around 10-8 or 9-7. I'm thinking about making my hours different each day. Wed will go from 11-8 to 9-7. Sat from 12-10 to 10-8 and Sun from 12-10 to 8-6. Since Sunday is completely in the weekend I get extra money regardless of my hours. That should help. I'll leave earlier and get off earlier so I won't be pissed about getting up right as I'm getting tired and I'll get home earlier and have a better chance of still being tired and catching up on my sleep.
My tongue jewelry keeps coming out. Like 10 times a day! It's annoying and kinda scary. The bottom ball keeps unscrewing itself. I'm scared of swallowing it. But I always catch it. I just hope it doesn't unscrew in my sleep. I can never seem to twist it tight enough. I bet I look like I'm trying to catch drool with the way I keep putting my fingers to my mouth. lol
I've noticed a lot of duplicate song names lately. Alicia and Micheal both have songs called "Butterflies." Mike and Luther both have songs called "Heaven Can Wait." Aaliyah and Angie both have songs called "More Than a Woman." This isn't significant to anything. Just an observation.
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