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I just came from seeing my gramma. It turned out to be very cathartic. Going to see her is a big emotional thing for me. I'm always upset about just having to visit her in a hospital, seeing her with tubes and everything attached... Especially with how upset I've been lately. I thoguht I'd get overwhlemed. But it was a nice visit. She's doing better like my mother said. A lot more coherent. We had an ok conversation. But oddly what really made me feel better was just sitting in a chair watching her sleep. This calm just fell over me. I don't know how to describe it other than relaxed and mellow. I coulda stayed there for hours just watching her sleep. But I have work tonight. Blah! And I need to clean the house. The kitchen is getting kinda bad. Speaking of which, let me go fix it up a little bit.