Meant for last night

Feb 05, 2001 21:55

Another boring Sunday night.

Once again I'm stressing (well not stressing, but more like slightly worrying) because I called Trea yesterday and got no answer. But really though, what's up with that? It's a damn cell phone. And everytime I call on Sat he doesn't pick up. Hmmmm.... Not that I have the right to be jealous 'cause we're not together. Technically he's still with his gf, but damnit I like him! Blah! Next subject!

Sundays are always the hardest. Work straight into school. I'll be going on about 4 hours of sleep I had earlier. But that's better than what I usually have, none.

11 days til I get my money from school.

I'm not losing wieght fast enough. I really need to buckle down with the Tae-Bo.

I'm going to Old Navy after school tomorrow. I want some new pants. I've been meaning to get a pair of those cargo jeans or whatever they are. But my best bet is to get some sweats, since I plan on losing wieght. And all of the Valentine's day stuff looks so cute.

Speaking of Valentine's day, I'm determined to not be dpressed about it this year. I'm sure I'll spend it WITH myself (Aaaah, Iyanla Vanzant!). I'm gonna get something for myself, like that's something new and relish in loving me as corny as that may sound. Hell, the day after that I get my money so I KNOW I'll be happy.

I'm not so content today. Not upset, just not that cool feeling I had yesterday. My moods are so fleeting. I think I'll feel good when I get home tomorrow night with my new pants and other stuff. Shopping always makes me feel better.

trea

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