"Esta viviendo en... tu?"
[written yesterday, but I fell asleep before I could post. Sorry to those who IMed me. I wasn't ignoring you. I was knocked OUT]
So I'm supposed to be the strong one, right? Yeah, we may have to rethink that.
ANYhoo, I just got back from the airport. Walked through the door and Tazz looked at me like "oh it's you?... hmm.... where's Mike though?" And I'm serious. You gotta understand the bond these two had. But still he's not getting fed tonight for that one. lol Never got to take them Mikey and JUSTIN to all of the places I wanted to, but life permitting they'll JUSTIN and Mikey'll be back and I'll show them Mike and J-BOOGIE!! even more stuff. Still all in all had a really nice time (understatement) and I hope they Justin and Mikey did too.
Not feeling the idea of leaving the apartment tomorrow. I think I'm gonna barricade myself in here for the day. Perhaps. I dunno. Depends on how I feel when it's time to walk out the door.
Quick note: I can understand why some preserve their ignorance and guard it so well. It's hard being (/trying to be) aware. And that might be part of why I like barricading myself in my apt. I can pretend everything is cool. Nothing is wrong and just sleepwalk through the day. Just the day though.
[Today]
STILL haven't decided if I'm leaving the house. lol I feel the weight of the world on me today. I'm really fatigued. Why isn't there a word specifically for being emotionally tired? 7 to 8 times out of ten when I say I'm tired I'm speaking about that as opposed to wanting to sleep.
Can't wait for my real furniture to get here. No, what I really can't wait for is the summer time. Which is not a normal thing for me to say. I'll elaborate later. Most likely I'll elaborate in the summertime. If all things happen as I want them too. But for now I can say I wanna take a trip then. But who knows if I'll be able to. And maybe it's not even a good idea. =/
Kinda like Joss Stone. I should listen to the album. Aaah ha ahh ow! Aaah ha ahh ow!
So last week I took some old Nair and called myself removing hair. All I wound up doing was giving my underarm hairs a perm. If I leave the house today, I'm buying some Nair.
So much I wanna say, but I just can't. All I can do is *sigh*
So I'm supposed to be the strong one, right? Yeah, we may have to rethink that.
ANYhoo, I just got back from the airport. Walked through the door and Tazz looked at me like "oh it's you?... hmm.... where's Mike though?" And I'm serious. You gotta understand the bond these two had. But still he's not getting fed tonight for that one. lol Never got to take them Mikey and JUSTIN to all of the places I wanted to, but life permitting they'll JUSTIN and Mikey'll be back and I'll show them Mike and J-BOOGIE!! even more stuff. Still all in all had a really nice time (understatement) and I hope they Justin and Mikey did too.
Not feeling the idea of leaving the apartment tomorrow. I think I'm gonna barricade myself in here for the day. Perhaps. I dunno. Depends on how I feel when it's time to walk out the door.
Quick note: I can understand why some preserve their ignorance and guard it so well. It's hard being (/trying to be) aware. And that might be part of why I like barricading myself in my apt. I can pretend everything is cool. Nothing is wrong and just sleepwalk through the day. Just the day though.
[Today]
STILL haven't decided if I'm leaving the house. lol I feel the weight of the world on me today. I'm really fatigued. Why isn't there a word specifically for being emotionally tired? 7 to 8 times out of ten when I say I'm tired I'm speaking about that as opposed to wanting to sleep.
Can't wait for my real furniture to get here. No, what I really can't wait for is the summer time. Which is not a normal thing for me to say. I'll elaborate later. Most likely I'll elaborate in the summertime. If all things happen as I want them too. But for now I can say I wanna take a trip then. But who knows if I'll be able to. And maybe it's not even a good idea. =/
Kinda like Joss Stone. I should listen to the album. Aaah ha ahh ow! Aaah ha ahh ow!
So last week I took some old Nair and called myself removing hair. All I wound up doing was giving my underarm hairs a perm. If I leave the house today, I'm buying some Nair.
So much I wanna say, but I just can't. All I can do is *sigh*