Spread love

Apr 07, 2003 14:54

Ever have one of those days where you just feel invigorated and empowered? Like you're just full of adrenaline? Like you could move a mountain and still have enough energy to do an 8 page paper??

Well today ain't one of those days. lol But... it is snowing!!! And that means some classes have been cancelled 'cause profs live in NJ. Yay! And I swore I'd stay current with Psy of Racism from now on and I'd already forgotten that work was due today. But class was cancelled so all is good. I still have to get that book though. lol I am. horrible.

What is like one of the funniest/most retarded intros to a song?
"Yeah... As a shorty playing in the front yard of my crib I fell down and I bumped my head. Somebody helped me up and asked me if I bumped my head. I said, 'yeah.' So then they said, 'oh so that mean you gon' you gon' switch it on 'em.' I said 'yeah, flipmode. flipmode is the greatest.' Growin' as a shorty I was always told that if I'm not gonna be part of the greatest, I gotta be the greatest myself."
Busta... what... the fuck... does that mean? Imagine that convo by itself...
Older person: Hey kid, you bumped your head? *after looking at the kid fall down!!!*
Li'l Busta: Yeah.
Old cat: Oh so that means you gon' you gon' switch it on 'em.
Li'l Busta: Yeah, flip mode. Flip mode is the greatest

lol Someone walking by would think they BOTH bumped their heads.
But I feel like hearing that song right now. WHO gets you hyped more than Busta? NO one!

I don't feel like I could move a mountain, but I DO wanna just celebrate. Goodness, life is SO amazingly precious. And we take it for granted everydamn day. Especially me. Sitting here complaining about what I don't have when I'm so blessed*. I dreamed last night about my gramma. She was a small part of the dream, but what I thought about her affected me so. I just saw her sitting in a chair watching tv and thought "I'm just glad that she's alive." And now I'm starting to cry, but whatever. Point is I need to be enjoying life more. Lindy, Ice, at some point soon I really want us to just hang out, blast music, dance, "conversate" (lol) and.... enjoy life. Y'all down? Yeah, I should do this before Chain leaves. I want him there.

I'm feeling really sappy right now. I just want everyone I love to know how important and beautiful they all are. I really wish I could sit them all in a room and one by one tell them how much they mean to me and how lucky I am to have them all pass through my life. My best friend is SO beautiful and SO amazing and I think I've told her all of... twice maybe three times in the 12 or 13 years that I've known her that I love her. And I was prolly either drunk or just saying it to say "thank you" for something she did for me. That.... is not cool. Overall I don't think any of the people I love know what all they mean to me. Maybe my mother. Whom I'm still lying to and need to resolve some things with.

Oh yeah Q and I are goin to Va Beach for the fourth. (I'm supposed to work holidays, but damn that) We're planning now 'cause if we wait too long we won't be able to find anything. That should be fun. I owe myself a vacation. We both could use one. lol I swear if I never met her before and just up and met her now I'd be so shocked at how parallel our lives are.

*Note: I'll be complaining again soon though. lol

q-bert, school, her, hiphop

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