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I'm in an odd mood. I don't think there's a word for it. At least not in the english language. Or rather not in my limited stretch of the english language. Dual is as close as we're gonna get to it 'cause a part of me feels pretty damn good and another part feels kinda empty.
The part that feels empty misses him. And... that's all I'm gonna say about that.
The part that feels good comes from work. Oh yeah, I'm still here. I was scheduled to do a 3-11pm shift, but someone called out so I'm doing another half shift to 3 am. Only about an hour left and work has literally flown by because there was a 3rd alarm in SoHo and a 2nd alarm in the Bx.
In any case I feel good 'cause I spoke to someone in the mental health field. I really need to join the psych club next semester when I start grad school and tap into my inner dork. Talking to psych people is just way too fun. It's cool just knowing that I'm not boring someone with my geekdom. I bought that Psych GRE book (oh and I find it interesting that the cashier looked at me sideways when he saw he hand him that book to ring up. Guess I don't look like the Psych GRE type lol) and there was a person from the Mental Health dept here in the comm. center to help us talk to people calling in about their relatives in the military (coulda used their help a few weeks ago much more than this week. It's been dead lately).
So she saw me flipping through the book and she says she had a hard time with the test, but hell she has her MD now so it couldn't have been that bad. lol And she was sooooo helpful. I've forgotten what part of the brain is the occipital, parietal, etc and she made me a little diagram to help me remember. I know how they function, but not where they are. She was just great.
And I was listening to her talk and realized she has SUCH a mellow, soothing voice. It's just hypnotic, entrancing. And just as I was about to say it Mr. Blackwell says it. I chimed in to say I agree and she says that I have a soothing voice too. And that I'm gonna make a great psychologist 'cause of that and 'cause have a good grip on the material and other stuff. Needless to say that made me feel great. Her words of encouragement meant a lot.
Alright so it's daylight savings and technically it's 3 am now. Should I just walk out? lol
The part that feels empty misses him. And... that's all I'm gonna say about that.
The part that feels good comes from work. Oh yeah, I'm still here. I was scheduled to do a 3-11pm shift, but someone called out so I'm doing another half shift to 3 am. Only about an hour left and work has literally flown by because there was a 3rd alarm in SoHo and a 2nd alarm in the Bx.
In any case I feel good 'cause I spoke to someone in the mental health field. I really need to join the psych club next semester when I start grad school and tap into my inner dork. Talking to psych people is just way too fun. It's cool just knowing that I'm not boring someone with my geekdom. I bought that Psych GRE book (oh and I find it interesting that the cashier looked at me sideways when he saw he hand him that book to ring up. Guess I don't look like the Psych GRE type lol) and there was a person from the Mental Health dept here in the comm. center to help us talk to people calling in about their relatives in the military (coulda used their help a few weeks ago much more than this week. It's been dead lately).
So she saw me flipping through the book and she says she had a hard time with the test, but hell she has her MD now so it couldn't have been that bad. lol And she was sooooo helpful. I've forgotten what part of the brain is the occipital, parietal, etc and she made me a little diagram to help me remember. I know how they function, but not where they are. She was just great.
And I was listening to her talk and realized she has SUCH a mellow, soothing voice. It's just hypnotic, entrancing. And just as I was about to say it Mr. Blackwell says it. I chimed in to say I agree and she says that I have a soothing voice too. And that I'm gonna make a great psychologist 'cause of that and 'cause have a good grip on the material and other stuff. Needless to say that made me feel great. Her words of encouragement meant a lot.
Alright so it's daylight savings and technically it's 3 am now. Should I just walk out? lol