Congrats Q
I'm so happy for Q!! She got an internship with Hidden Beach. It's unpaid, but it helps her get her foot in the door. She's still looking for a paying job, of course. See, we need people in our lives to tell us that we should have been doing internships a long time ago. I was on this whole "I can't afford to work for free" thing when I should have just managed my time better and had a part time paying job as well as a part time internship. And I should've been managing my money much better. Saving it. But I can't live in what ifs. I have to deal with the present. I think I'm gonna look for an internship as well as another part time job. That could help.
I wrote like two private entries last night 'cause I figured no one would understand. I still don't think if I explained in detail what happened to me that anyone (except Q who is going through some similar stuff) would be able to relate, but I think generally someone may.
Ever been so upset over something so small? Something that isn't even necessarily a problem. More like an unfortunate situation. And there's nothing to be done because it's in the past. That's me. I'm kinda depressed right now over something that is said and done. And I know I won't feel better 'til Saturday which sucks 'cause I have to endure this til then. But eh. That's life. Pain is a part of it.
I think I'm gonna fast tomorrow. I didn't eat well today. I had a brownie and some chips. Shame on me. And I planned on doing some TaeBo, but wound up talking to Q on the phone all day. lol So tomorrow I'm gonna fast and maybe do some yoga that comes on that channel Oxygen in the morning. And maybe some Taebo when I get home. I already called out for tomorrow night so I'll be able to rest after that.
Thursday Q and I are gonna take some pics in Central Park. I'll finally be finished with this damn roll. We want to take pics of the foliage. Then I'll develop these pics and hopefully be able to make some new icons out of something. Then we're going to IHOP and a movie like I promised her. Eventhough she doesn't really need any cheering up anymore. We're prolly gonna go to furniture shopping for me too. I know I'm gonna prolly go the cheap easy way and get some stuff from RAC. lol I'm horrible. Eh well. Oh and Chain, Stormy and Eunique are gonna help me move out my old furniture. AND they're gonna help me arrange the new stuff. They just don't know it yet *wink*. And I swear if one of them flakes on me, he's getting CUT! With a rusty knife!! lol
Ok maybe it was just my ghetto neighborhood, but ya'll ever heard of folks claiming to keep their razors in garlic or vinegar or something in order to make it hurt more when they cut people ? lol Mind you, everyone that I heard this from must've been 11 at the time and knew they weren't cutting shit, but they always claimed they kept their box cutter and razor blades in something to make them more effective in a fight.
I wrote like two private entries last night 'cause I figured no one would understand. I still don't think if I explained in detail what happened to me that anyone (except Q who is going through some similar stuff) would be able to relate, but I think generally someone may.
Ever been so upset over something so small? Something that isn't even necessarily a problem. More like an unfortunate situation. And there's nothing to be done because it's in the past. That's me. I'm kinda depressed right now over something that is said and done. And I know I won't feel better 'til Saturday which sucks 'cause I have to endure this til then. But eh. That's life. Pain is a part of it.
I think I'm gonna fast tomorrow. I didn't eat well today. I had a brownie and some chips. Shame on me. And I planned on doing some TaeBo, but wound up talking to Q on the phone all day. lol So tomorrow I'm gonna fast and maybe do some yoga that comes on that channel Oxygen in the morning. And maybe some Taebo when I get home. I already called out for tomorrow night so I'll be able to rest after that.
Thursday Q and I are gonna take some pics in Central Park. I'll finally be finished with this damn roll. We want to take pics of the foliage. Then I'll develop these pics and hopefully be able to make some new icons out of something. Then we're going to IHOP and a movie like I promised her. Eventhough she doesn't really need any cheering up anymore. We're prolly gonna go to furniture shopping for me too. I know I'm gonna prolly go the cheap easy way and get some stuff from RAC. lol I'm horrible. Eh well. Oh and Chain, Stormy and Eunique are gonna help me move out my old furniture. AND they're gonna help me arrange the new stuff. They just don't know it yet *wink*. And I swear if one of them flakes on me, he's getting CUT! With a rusty knife!! lol
Ok maybe it was just my ghetto neighborhood, but ya'll ever heard of folks claiming to keep their razors in garlic or vinegar or something in order to make it hurt more when they cut people ? lol Mind you, everyone that I heard this from must've been 11 at the time and knew they weren't cutting shit, but they always claimed they kept their box cutter and razor blades in something to make them more effective in a fight.