All that matters
I wasn't gonna make this entry, but fuck it. Now you gotta do one too, Hux. Whether you're in the "moment" or not. lol
I just got home a while ago and I saw Chane's (btw it's pronounced Chain-E) number on my caller ID. Now mind you we spoke last night right before I left for work because I wanted to ask him a question and I just wanted to hear his voice. So I see his number and I'm thinking "this fool knows I was at work." I told him I had to cut the conversation short because I had to leave. Plus he knows my schedule. But then I start thinking "god that is so cute!!" lol I figure he may have called to check and see if I went to work. Because we all know I'm good for not going at the last minute. lol But whatever his reason was, seeing his number there put a smile on my face, so...
Simple things I like about Chane
-When he kisses my hands
-When he says "Hi Honey!" everytime we speak as though we haven't spoken in months
-Playing with his navel (he's got an outtie-innie. It's so cute!)
-The way he uses that low, smooth ass voice during *ahem* intimate moments
-His hands (actually his whole body, but there's something so nice about his hands and it doesn't really make sense to me, but I like them. The other parts make perfect sense for me to like)
-The way he traces my fingernails with his fingers
-The way he lets me fall asleep on him and never complains
-The way he worries about my sleep deprivation "Go to bed! I swear you don't neva take yo happy ass to bed!" lol
-The way he plays around with me and marriage "Oh see now you said/did [X]. If you'd have said/did [Y], I'da went out and bought the ring tonight!"
-The way he always leaves something here. Be it his jackets, his class ring, his condoms... He always leaves something at my house. It makes me feel secure. Like he's saying "I'll definitely be back" and "I trust you with my things" and "I may not be here physically, but I'm leaving a part of me so you'll never really feel like I'm not here." LOL Ok maybe I'm kinda trippin. Maybe he's just a lazy ass mofo who doesn't like carrying his ish around, but still. My thoughts are pretty nice.
-He actually only did this once, but it sticks out in my mind. We had just woken up and he held me SOOO tightly and whispered to me "I just want to enjoy you right now." It was so sweet and I say things like that so it felt like such a bonding moment. I felt so close to him at that moment and I didn't want to ever let go.
*sigh* I was pissed off 'cause I lost this entry and LJ is being a biotch, but just thinking of him like this makes me feel a lot better. Monday can't come fast enough.
I just got home a while ago and I saw Chane's (btw it's pronounced Chain-E) number on my caller ID. Now mind you we spoke last night right before I left for work because I wanted to ask him a question and I just wanted to hear his voice. So I see his number and I'm thinking "this fool knows I was at work." I told him I had to cut the conversation short because I had to leave. Plus he knows my schedule. But then I start thinking "god that is so cute!!" lol I figure he may have called to check and see if I went to work. Because we all know I'm good for not going at the last minute. lol But whatever his reason was, seeing his number there put a smile on my face, so...
Simple things I like about Chane
-When he kisses my hands
-When he says "Hi Honey!" everytime we speak as though we haven't spoken in months
-Playing with his navel (he's got an outtie-innie. It's so cute!)
-The way he uses that low, smooth ass voice during *ahem* intimate moments
-His hands (actually his whole body, but there's something so nice about his hands and it doesn't really make sense to me, but I like them. The other parts make perfect sense for me to like)
-The way he traces my fingernails with his fingers
-The way he lets me fall asleep on him and never complains
-The way he worries about my sleep deprivation "Go to bed! I swear you don't neva take yo happy ass to bed!" lol
-The way he plays around with me and marriage "Oh see now you said/did [X]. If you'd have said/did [Y], I'da went out and bought the ring tonight!"
-The way he always leaves something here. Be it his jackets, his class ring, his condoms... He always leaves something at my house. It makes me feel secure. Like he's saying "I'll definitely be back" and "I trust you with my things" and "I may not be here physically, but I'm leaving a part of me so you'll never really feel like I'm not here." LOL Ok maybe I'm kinda trippin. Maybe he's just a lazy ass mofo who doesn't like carrying his ish around, but still. My thoughts are pretty nice.
-He actually only did this once, but it sticks out in my mind. We had just woken up and he held me SOOO tightly and whispered to me "I just want to enjoy you right now." It was so sweet and I say things like that so it felt like such a bonding moment. I felt so close to him at that moment and I didn't want to ever let go.
*sigh* I was pissed off 'cause I lost this entry and LJ is being a biotch, but just thinking of him like this makes me feel a lot better. Monday can't come fast enough.