Keyword: The Revolution
Today Q and I were discussing whether or not the revolution would be televised. And we came to the conclusion that not only would that mug be televised it will be downloadable in mp3 and mpeg format, available on vhs and dvd and made into an AOL keyword.
Our New Year's day is looking almost too damn full. Breakfast or brunch at Justin's? Still unsure about that. Justin's might be too expensive. She wants to get a make-over at Clinique. I'm always so leery of make-up, but I may try some lip stick for the hell of it. Then we're going to see Ali after that a club, probably NV. That should more than make up for drinking margaritas and watching the ball drop on NYE.
I've been avoiding talking about this guy 'cause I hate disappointment (who doesn't?). And I geuss I felt like talking about him here would validate my feelings for him or some crap. Anyhoo, here's a short version of what I've been writing and not posting for the past 2 days.
I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. I don't know if that's a good thing or not. It means I expect less which is probably good, but I hate being pessimistic. I think it's in my nature to be idealistic. So maybe I'm going against nature?
Ok I'm being kinda vague here. I'm talking to this cat named Kenneth. So far, so good. But that's just it. So far, so good. I keep thinking soon I won't like him. Soon he'll say or do something to work my last nerves. Or hell, maybe soon he'll stop liking me (I just think I'm a lot more fickle and flighty than him). I still like Darren, but he's confused and I'm impatient and require way more attention than he can and/or will give. So I see us as just friends. I'm enjoying Kenneth right now, but I was enjoying Darren in almost the same way just a few weeks ago. Why can't that cool, first meeting each other, get to know you moment last longer? If you've seen "Good Will Hunting" this really makes sense. "This girl is perfect right now. Why would I want to ruin that?" I almost want to just not speak to him again to hold on to the feeling I have right now about him. So that neither he nor I taints our feelings for each other.
Our New Year's day is looking almost too damn full. Breakfast or brunch at Justin's? Still unsure about that. Justin's might be too expensive. She wants to get a make-over at Clinique. I'm always so leery of make-up, but I may try some lip stick for the hell of it. Then we're going to see Ali after that a club, probably NV. That should more than make up for drinking margaritas and watching the ball drop on NYE.
I've been avoiding talking about this guy 'cause I hate disappointment (who doesn't?). And I geuss I felt like talking about him here would validate my feelings for him or some crap. Anyhoo, here's a short version of what I've been writing and not posting for the past 2 days.
I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. I don't know if that's a good thing or not. It means I expect less which is probably good, but I hate being pessimistic. I think it's in my nature to be idealistic. So maybe I'm going against nature?
Ok I'm being kinda vague here. I'm talking to this cat named Kenneth. So far, so good. But that's just it. So far, so good. I keep thinking soon I won't like him. Soon he'll say or do something to work my last nerves. Or hell, maybe soon he'll stop liking me (I just think I'm a lot more fickle and flighty than him). I still like Darren, but he's confused and I'm impatient and require way more attention than he can and/or will give. So I see us as just friends. I'm enjoying Kenneth right now, but I was enjoying Darren in almost the same way just a few weeks ago. Why can't that cool, first meeting each other, get to know you moment last longer? If you've seen "Good Will Hunting" this really makes sense. "This girl is perfect right now. Why would I want to ruin that?" I almost want to just not speak to him again to hold on to the feeling I have right now about him. So that neither he nor I taints our feelings for each other.