Stage fright
Been on a freaking emotional rollercoaster. Dealing with a 3 1/2 year old. Most of the time she is lovely and wonderful but then she will turn into a whining little energy sucker. It has been 2 years since I quit my job and became a stay at home mom. My lawsuit settled so I now have a little to use to seed a business. Yeah I am getting that 2 year itch of needing to do something different. I've been writing some fiction but nothing complete yet. So I decided to brush off the old business plan and take a look at if opening a new age book and gift shop is still calling me. It is and for the first time in my life I think it is actually possible. So I am starting to move forward with it. As someone who isn't much of a risk taker, this has my stomach in knots and second guessing myself like crazy. Yeah I do that. I know that I will be fine once I open the shop. I know that I have the skills and the knowledge to make it successful. It is just making the jump. I think it is really some sort of stage fright that I am having. It is an art, a performance art in a way. I've done the one night only performances and I am fine with those. It's the moving to a more permanent venue that has me all in knots.