My body can stop attacking itself any day now
I swear the more I look into this disorder, the less I know on what will work. It does seem like I am having a really bad flare but at least the Prednisone is helping me to function right now. The emotional aspect of having to deal with this and realizing that it never went away has been hard but starting to come more to terms with it and at least this time around I don't feel like such a freaking lab rat. I have a doctor's appointment on Monday to go over treatment plans. I am feeling better that I am at least getting taken seriously about it. Just trying to take it one day at a time and keep hoping for lots of pain free, healthy and active days and whatever may come up in the future can be dealt with then as it isn't doing me any good to worry about it now.