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[dystanysheart]

I had a dream that my dad had recovered enough to drive and be semi-normal. Then he told me I was going to lose my Daddy. I woke up crying uncontrolably and have been pretty distracted ever since. I don't want to think about it anymore, I have an exam this evening in a class that I am likely to fail and all I can think about is how sad I am that my dad has to live the rest of his life in a nursing home, unable to do anything for himself.

I need the stress to stop.