still a thing

[dysta]

    i am almost sure
the friends i didn't
scare away with my awkward ramblings
were probably lost to time.

did anyone survive. ever.
        this long? is LJ still a thing?
        i don't even know anymore.

it has been so long.

so much has changed for me.
i wouldn't even know where to begin.
probably the end, then the middle,
jus' random parts of the beginning,
until i lose everyone else who has stuck
around long enough to remember
    who i was... who i am today.

i have more jibberish to spread.
i cannot believe i even remembered
muh way back to this site.
i thought it was lost to the ether.

i know.
    i am sing-songy &
    i ramble.
    i might lose you, don't worry,
    i am usually pretty lost myself.

love yourself, i already love you.

peace;(stay tuned).