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So earlier I was pretty pumped that my dad is leaving tommorrow for a week. And I think I will be again but I'm just in a horrible mood again. I'm venting, but trying to make it short so a list form is in order.
-Friday: Had to go to some counseling at MSPCC I think it is. It was really irritating because the question of, 'So why did you have to call DSS on your dad?' came up. I honestly don't want to relive all of that, or even think about it. I'm all for moving on.
-The Counselor suggested I start taking medication for depression. Kinda weird, but if it helps, I'm down.
-Saturday was awesome, but now it confuses me and just is getting to me, I don't know. I want more.
-Today was a pretty good day, but tonight I'm just thinking about how much I hate that I'm so independent right now. I know it's a good thing, and that's just the way things are at 17. But I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to make dinner and ask me if I did my homework and how school was. I really miss Sharon. My dad really doesn't do anything like that. He gives me money fairly generously. I'm not saying I don't appreciate it, but I want more than money.
-On the 23rd I have an appointment for my leg. Not worried about it though, the only thing I might be worried about is payment, which I shouldn't have to do at all.
-Friday: Had to go to some counseling at MSPCC I think it is. It was really irritating because the question of, 'So why did you have to call DSS on your dad?' came up. I honestly don't want to relive all of that, or even think about it. I'm all for moving on.
-The Counselor suggested I start taking medication for depression. Kinda weird, but if it helps, I'm down.
-Saturday was awesome, but now it confuses me and just is getting to me, I don't know. I want more.
-Today was a pretty good day, but tonight I'm just thinking about how much I hate that I'm so independent right now. I know it's a good thing, and that's just the way things are at 17. But I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to make dinner and ask me if I did my homework and how school was. I really miss Sharon. My dad really doesn't do anything like that. He gives me money fairly generously. I'm not saying I don't appreciate it, but I want more than money.
-On the 23rd I have an appointment for my leg. Not worried about it though, the only thing I might be worried about is payment, which I shouldn't have to do at all.