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I'll be just fine
Predenting I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
This is so ridiculous. I don't even know what to say. I don't know who would go ahead and pretend that they know what I spend my time doing.
Just for the recap, this summer it's not like I've had time to mess around. Between DSS, and house hopping, Evan has been the only person on my mind.
I honestly can't fathom who would have the pure audacity to tell others what has or has not been going on this summer.
Last time I saw Jake, was Midget's graduation party. The next day he called me and broke things off with me. That was the last time I talked to him.
Next two weeks, Upward Bound. Dropped out of that for the summer.
There was a week and a half between UB, and house hopping. In that week, I just hung out with friends from school. Had a few parties at the house, anyone who wants to fucking investigate that, feel free to talk to nicole, leanne, jeff and chris.
Then one night my dad went nuts. I was out after that. I called DSS then too, and so did UB. Two weeks of Sharon's house, and mary's, alyssa's, and occassionaly, nicole, leanne, or ashleu's.
The next two weeks, Camp Pine Brook. My Christian camp. Where there were almost some break throughs to go back to my old ways...aka...being christianly again. But it didn't happen.
After that I started working. The past two weeks has been work, and mary and alyssa, and the occassional nicole. I've also been hanging out with Kara.
I still can't believe whoever came up or heard or whatever about the idea that I was messing around with Jake, I want nothing to do with him. And damn, if I find out who fucking woke up one day and decided, "I'm going to be a complete and utter asshole, and fuck up diane's life a little more." Well, all I know is that I want to slit your throat. So to whomever that may be, I send an audibal and hearty, "FUCK OFF!"
I thought whenever more shit happened in my life I didn't get shocked or surprised anymore, funny to think that for a moment this did surprise me. Not for very long though, only good things surprise me.
Life it rents us.
And yeah I hope it put plenty on you.
Well I hope mine did too.
As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
Then I feel pretty blissfully.
As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
Then I feel pretty blissfully.
If life's not beautiful without the pain,
Well I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again.
Well as life gets longer, awful feels softer.
And it feels pretty soft to me.
Predenting I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
This is so ridiculous. I don't even know what to say. I don't know who would go ahead and pretend that they know what I spend my time doing.
Just for the recap, this summer it's not like I've had time to mess around. Between DSS, and house hopping, Evan has been the only person on my mind.
I honestly can't fathom who would have the pure audacity to tell others what has or has not been going on this summer.
Last time I saw Jake, was Midget's graduation party. The next day he called me and broke things off with me. That was the last time I talked to him.
Next two weeks, Upward Bound. Dropped out of that for the summer.
There was a week and a half between UB, and house hopping. In that week, I just hung out with friends from school. Had a few parties at the house, anyone who wants to fucking investigate that, feel free to talk to nicole, leanne, jeff and chris.
Then one night my dad went nuts. I was out after that. I called DSS then too, and so did UB. Two weeks of Sharon's house, and mary's, alyssa's, and occassionaly, nicole, leanne, or ashleu's.
The next two weeks, Camp Pine Brook. My Christian camp. Where there were almost some break throughs to go back to my old ways...aka...being christianly again. But it didn't happen.
After that I started working. The past two weeks has been work, and mary and alyssa, and the occassional nicole. I've also been hanging out with Kara.
I still can't believe whoever came up or heard or whatever about the idea that I was messing around with Jake, I want nothing to do with him. And damn, if I find out who fucking woke up one day and decided, "I'm going to be a complete and utter asshole, and fuck up diane's life a little more." Well, all I know is that I want to slit your throat. So to whomever that may be, I send an audibal and hearty, "FUCK OFF!"
I thought whenever more shit happened in my life I didn't get shocked or surprised anymore, funny to think that for a moment this did surprise me. Not for very long though, only good things surprise me.
Life it rents us.
And yeah I hope it put plenty on you.
Well I hope mine did too.
As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
Then I feel pretty blissfully.
As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
Then I feel pretty blissfully.
If life's not beautiful without the pain,
Well I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again.
Well as life gets longer, awful feels softer.
And it feels pretty soft to me.