Nothing ever really changes.
So for once i have great things going for me, but when something goes good for me something bad must also happen.
My mom is such a bitch. She goes on vacation because she lives in the fucking bar and gets stressed out from all of the stupid bar drama. I vaccuum and dust the house, but apparently i do nothing. I forgot to take out the garbage last night and she went ape shit. I get screamed at for a good hour about stupid shit and how i'm irisponsible as she gets ready to go to the bar. I guess i have to start paying $50 a week to live here now too, I might as well just move out and pay $200 somewhere else so I dont have to put up with her shit.
Our pipes downstairs have been broken for almost 2 months and she hasent done shit about it, she'd rather pay $400 to go to Florida rather than spend money on what needs to be done. She keeps trying to throw her doing my laundry at the laundry mat in my face like it means something, she acts like im not right there next to her as she does it.
I feel really betrayed by Ryan. My mom told me she went out to eat with him this morning and all they did was talk shit about me. That feels great, really. Makes me wonder what Ryan really thinks about me, does he just look down at me like his screw up little brother? I could care less that my mom regrets having me, but it really affects me that Ryan thinks bad about me. What makes shit worse is that my mom keeps comparing me to my dad, a lazy drunk. She's so good at being a bitch, i dont understand how she does it.
I dont know what the fuck everyone expects out of me, I go to school full time and work 20 hours a week on top of that. When the fuck do i have time to do anything? I barely have time see my girlfriend outside of school more than once a week.
I fucking hate my life right now. School sucks, Finals are going to rape me, My moms a huge bitch, everyone thinks im a screw up and im financially fucked. I need to get out of this house and just never talk to my mom again, im perfectly fine with that. All she ever did since her and my dad split up was push Ryan and I further away. If i leave she's going to be miserable, and thats exactly what she deserves.
"Do you know how to brown meat?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Good then cook your own fucking dinner."
Call me fucked up and mean for saying something like that, i dont care. I see her as no parent.
My mom is such a bitch. She goes on vacation because she lives in the fucking bar and gets stressed out from all of the stupid bar drama. I vaccuum and dust the house, but apparently i do nothing. I forgot to take out the garbage last night and she went ape shit. I get screamed at for a good hour about stupid shit and how i'm irisponsible as she gets ready to go to the bar. I guess i have to start paying $50 a week to live here now too, I might as well just move out and pay $200 somewhere else so I dont have to put up with her shit.
Our pipes downstairs have been broken for almost 2 months and she hasent done shit about it, she'd rather pay $400 to go to Florida rather than spend money on what needs to be done. She keeps trying to throw her doing my laundry at the laundry mat in my face like it means something, she acts like im not right there next to her as she does it.
I feel really betrayed by Ryan. My mom told me she went out to eat with him this morning and all they did was talk shit about me. That feels great, really. Makes me wonder what Ryan really thinks about me, does he just look down at me like his screw up little brother? I could care less that my mom regrets having me, but it really affects me that Ryan thinks bad about me. What makes shit worse is that my mom keeps comparing me to my dad, a lazy drunk. She's so good at being a bitch, i dont understand how she does it.
I dont know what the fuck everyone expects out of me, I go to school full time and work 20 hours a week on top of that. When the fuck do i have time to do anything? I barely have time see my girlfriend outside of school more than once a week.
I fucking hate my life right now. School sucks, Finals are going to rape me, My moms a huge bitch, everyone thinks im a screw up and im financially fucked. I need to get out of this house and just never talk to my mom again, im perfectly fine with that. All she ever did since her and my dad split up was push Ryan and I further away. If i leave she's going to be miserable, and thats exactly what she deserves.
"Do you know how to brown meat?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Good then cook your own fucking dinner."
Call me fucked up and mean for saying something like that, i dont care. I see her as no parent.