the break up
ok so sean broke up with me two days ago and it sucks. i hate it. he told me i got sick and tired of dating a three year old. i know we were only together for like 2 months but i cared about him so much. i know he treated me like shit. i just want to get over it. i hate life. i want him back even though he was mean. i am so tired of people telling me i can do better. i went over to his house yesterday to give bob a note and sean hugged me it felt so great. after he did that i went home and cried for like 2 or 3 hours. why do break ups have to hurt so bad? i feel like i really want to get back together with him. but i also think it would be really weird b/c i would think oh my gosh he broke up with me once whos to say he wont do it again and it will be ten times hard. i hate life i just want to curl up in a ball and die. the would be perfect.