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"I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle
Everyday another small piece can't be found
I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow
The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit
Pieced together incomplete and empty
This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone"
That describes my love life. How old is it getting for you to hear me bitching about love in my life?
Haha, anyways it happen again, just this time it was considered a break, i wanna go bakc out the next day, no break. I didn't want it to begin with. I even pleaded her not to let this go, she did..I thought about it and then the next day the tables were turned. I took time to think about it. I haven't been IN love in such a long time, I haven't even gotten then chance to love someone in quite sometime that a long distance realationship isnt the best solution to my love problems. I bitch how I'm lonely but I chose to in a way and I do that with reason. I don't want to hurt someone, its not working, or i'm just not interested. None the less I've came to the conclusuion that its not the best thing.
THE girl, one that took my virginity, one I feel in love with, the one I wished to have for so long finally seems to want to be with me again. I'm not even about to test that theory though. Rhi knows the deal on that. I've tried one to many times and got rejected. I'd much rather just remian friends then to have another excuse thrown over top my question. But fuck it. Time will tell for all this. Whoever i'm with and whatever I'm doing, its the right thing cause it happened for a reason.
..A.F.I sing the Sorrow bring sback soo many old memories. I haven't heard it in ages
I get my pay check tomorrow. And I've already spent more then I have at this very moment. Plus of coruse Xmas gifts, I'ma owe my mom month till next pay day.
But thats okie I had to get that Mars volta shirt, it would have went bye bye before next pay day. The cell phone bill, doctor's bill. Ah fuck.
So this shirt is mine next paycheck...or sometime in between..
I'ma go explore myspace.
<3
Everyday another small piece can't be found
I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow
The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit
Pieced together incomplete and empty
This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone"
That describes my love life. How old is it getting for you to hear me bitching about love in my life?
Haha, anyways it happen again, just this time it was considered a break, i wanna go bakc out the next day, no break. I didn't want it to begin with. I even pleaded her not to let this go, she did..I thought about it and then the next day the tables were turned. I took time to think about it. I haven't been IN love in such a long time, I haven't even gotten then chance to love someone in quite sometime that a long distance realationship isnt the best solution to my love problems. I bitch how I'm lonely but I chose to in a way and I do that with reason. I don't want to hurt someone, its not working, or i'm just not interested. None the less I've came to the conclusuion that its not the best thing.
THE girl, one that took my virginity, one I feel in love with, the one I wished to have for so long finally seems to want to be with me again. I'm not even about to test that theory though. Rhi knows the deal on that. I've tried one to many times and got rejected. I'd much rather just remian friends then to have another excuse thrown over top my question. But fuck it. Time will tell for all this. Whoever i'm with and whatever I'm doing, its the right thing cause it happened for a reason.
..A.F.I sing the Sorrow bring sback soo many old memories. I haven't heard it in ages
I get my pay check tomorrow. And I've already spent more then I have at this very moment. Plus of coruse Xmas gifts, I'ma owe my mom month till next pay day.
But thats okie I had to get that Mars volta shirt, it would have went bye bye before next pay day. The cell phone bill, doctor's bill. Ah fuck.
So this shirt is mine next paycheck...or sometime in between..
I'ma go explore myspace.
<3