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So things have been moving so fast for me as of late. Its starting to stress me out. I've got a head ache from all the things going on as of late. Granted some are good yet some are bad but good or bad there is always stress thrown into the mix. Love, heart breaking tales, and new love found? Come along, follow my story...
October 21st: This was suppose to be the night I went to go see He is Legend aswell cacthing the amazing Carly there. Tony, Jill and myself came from Martinsville VA to Greensboro NC to see this band. We wait in the freezing cold line. I catch a glimps of the cutey singer from He is Legend just wishing I could cuddle to his facial hair cause hes hott and I bet his facial hair is all warm and such and here I am freezen to death. We wait in line till we are about the 3rd set of people in line then some guy says "sold out". I didn't wanna hear that! what? No one does. I wasnt pissed at the moment. More upset and dissapointed. Though none the less we did have fun without the show and its mosh pitty ness. We went across the street to the parking building and took pictures and goofed around there. Greta times until a alarm button was accidently pressed. Then we ran for our lives before cops showed up. However they probaly have us on security camera pressing the button then running. fun stuff!
We drove around decided where to eat. Finally came a Ruby Tuesday. F'in fabolus. We stayed there chit chatting until it was near time for closing. WE got home sometime near 2:30. I had passed out nearly 5 minutes of hitting my futon.
Today: Filled with arguements and confusen. Carly and I are now dating. Not so much a bad thing but its the stress issue I've been meaning. I'm happy I'm finally accepted in a realationship with someone finally. Not only anyone but her. Still tohugh NC ...VA no car. And she wants to see me soon and I have to say I would like the same to happen but as I've said its going to be hard even with me having a car...right now, much harder without one. I agree with her.. we will figure things out but its simi stressen me out. Maybe its just with all this stuff happening all at once... I'm not use to it. Like honestly my year hasnt been the best one to reflect on...its been so long I've loved someone and this is my first long distance realationship. It'd work better with a car. I'm working on it
Heres the most stress put on me as of late...A girl from myspace that I will not display name out of respect has grown from obsessed with me to OBSESSED. and i mean thats very flattering and all though I can't stand being watched and questioned with every move I make. I can't stand being told I'm in the wrong when they know the story. They know I like someone and they have this crazed attitude of "if i can't have you, no one can" Throwing things out there to make problems stir up in my present realationship isnt going to help a damn thing. This girl confuses me with name calling, saying one tihng and doing the other and not understanding that things were never all sudden changed in 1 or 2 days. Once you go psycho on me...you've lost alot of my respect and I can no longer say I'm growing attrated to you. I should have ranted about this eariler....I'm okie with it now and no longer annoied....more sleepy...yeah I'm going to bed. night