Mar 07, 2008 22:14
my life is so very utterly boring and depressing. in every way, shape and form. my weekends are spent trying to do as much as i can without spending any money...since i have none. i don't go out with friends or shop or go out for drinks or anything. i am a 24 year old practically dead. all i do is go to work 4 days a week, come home, eat dinner, watch tv and sleep. on my days off i sleep. i dont have any money at all to even indulge in anything i like, like cooking, baking, traveling, concerts, going out to eat, shopping for clothes, etc.
i am still driving the same shitty car i had in hs and it is about to die any day now. when that happens, dont even ask me how i am getting to work. i fucking hate my life. i am in a deep deep rut and have no one at all to help me out.