Accountability
Alright, so what is so fucked up about the human race that people just can't handle their own shit, huh? Everyone wants to be friends, everyone wants to be happy and no one wants drama. Well I have a sad and sorry lesson for any who happen to glance eyes on this: Drama IS life. To go through a life without drama is to go through a life without ever being happy or sad about anything. Oh sure, you can say I'm over defining the word but what I'm really doing is simplifying things. Everyone wants to be happy. Everyone wants to get along. All that really needs to happen is for people to take responsibility for their own bullshit. It's the one thing that keeps this little town from being a friendly place and it's completely retarded. Instead of people taking care of their own shit, they bleed angst onto pages, or create situations where lines need to be drawn. Not because people will cause problems with other people, but because people will cause problems with themselves when presented with other people. That is some entry level bullshit I just simply can't get over. Why people do it is a whole different story, but it's simply that it's done that fucking burns me. Because lines are drawn, other people are forced to draw lines. Forced to do things that they may not want to do for the sake of the majority or for precedence or for a good fucking time. Whatever. So I have to ask, how does this not create drama? Sure it doesn't create drama at a specific event in time but the drawing of these lines, some pointed conversations and the effects of that instant ripple through the next six months of your life. It's more ignorant than getting suckered out of a quarter for a dime and two nickels just because there's more of them.
Now this might seem odd coming from me, considering anyone who's paid attention to me at all knows that I'm all about drawing lines. But c'mon people, there's a lot better things in the world to draw lines on. Draw lines about what you believe in. Draw lines about yourself. Don't draw lines because people can't take care of their own bullshit. On either side of the fence.
There are people on my list who will probably understand the above listed situation, as there will be people who won't. It saddens me that I'm forced to draw a line of my own, to simply choose to have no part in it. There are people coming down this weekend that I would have liked to have seen or wanted to see me. I was up until recently considering re-evaluating my weekend plans and sticking around. Unfortunately this is no longer the case. Perhaps I'll catch the next party though, who knows. It depends on what kind of lines are drawn I guess. Considering we children obviously still need lines. Some growing up is in order. On all fronts. That's about it.
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Oh, and I almost forgot.
Merry Christmas.
Now this might seem odd coming from me, considering anyone who's paid attention to me at all knows that I'm all about drawing lines. But c'mon people, there's a lot better things in the world to draw lines on. Draw lines about what you believe in. Draw lines about yourself. Don't draw lines because people can't take care of their own bullshit. On either side of the fence.
There are people on my list who will probably understand the above listed situation, as there will be people who won't. It saddens me that I'm forced to draw a line of my own, to simply choose to have no part in it. There are people coming down this weekend that I would have liked to have seen or wanted to see me. I was up until recently considering re-evaluating my weekend plans and sticking around. Unfortunately this is no longer the case. Perhaps I'll catch the next party though, who knows. It depends on what kind of lines are drawn I guess. Considering we children obviously still need lines. Some growing up is in order. On all fronts. That's about it.
--- End of Line.
Oh, and I almost forgot.
Merry Christmas.