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semester's over and i have to fight to get my financial aid back. i missed too many classes because i was in and out of the hospital, but i have proof from the doctor's to give to the school so i should be all set. i'm seeing a surgeon in a about a week or so because i need to have the herniated disc in my back fixed, that wont cure my back pain though. i found out i have degenerative disc disease, there's no cure and the only thing i can do to get rid on some of the pain is get epidural injections. the doctor said she feels back because the disease doesn't show up until you're in your 60's and 70's and yet with me it's happening now, and twenty years old. so i have to accept that i'll be in chronic pain the rest of my life, but at least i'm not dead right?