Let me tell you.
Omg, livejournal is really pissing me off right now.
So I had a dream last night that relected on what happened at the end of practice yesterday. I got told that I wasn't going to be one of the team captains because I was going away for a week. That is total bullshit. Dulude said that the girls look up to me and it wouldnt be fair to them that I went away for a week, and he also sais I woudln't be able to play in the Putnam game on the 18th, the day that I come back. Go ahead, if he wants to loose another game, then so be it. I'll just fucking sit on the bench.
So my actual dream last night was that I was at school and a softball game had already started and someone said that I wasn't allowed to play in that game becuase I hadn't been there and I didn't have my stuff. But the thing is, that I did have my stuff, it was all in my car. So while I was leaving the office tech room, I asked ms tyburski if she was going to the game tonight, and she responded with, I'm not going to be going to any games that you will be playing in. I was like rip shit! When she was lecturing me about something, I started out the door and slamed it in her face. It seemed like noone wanted me to play. Then I started running in the opposite direction than where my car was. When I finally got outside, it was dark, and people were sledding down the hill that was all grass. (weird i know) So then I started running again towards the softball field in the back of the school where all the lights were and then my mom called and woke me up this morning. and i woke up in a cold sweat.
So as you can tell I was really bothered by the comments that dulude was making, and the comments that other people were making, and it actually really made me upset.
But I'm kinda over it now becuase I'm not altering my plans that I had to make one stupid fucking softball game for his fucking pleasure. I already have hotel rooms booked and me and jackie have everything all planned out to a tee, and nothing can come between that. I wanna go out and do things while I'm still young.
So I'm leaving work early today because I have to clean out my car becuase there is a huge pile of trash on my passengers side floor. And it's really getting disgusting. haha.
Today's going to be nice, so I mine as well use it up with NOT being inside dieing of bordum.
So I had a dream last night that relected on what happened at the end of practice yesterday. I got told that I wasn't going to be one of the team captains because I was going away for a week. That is total bullshit. Dulude said that the girls look up to me and it wouldnt be fair to them that I went away for a week, and he also sais I woudln't be able to play in the Putnam game on the 18th, the day that I come back. Go ahead, if he wants to loose another game, then so be it. I'll just fucking sit on the bench.
So my actual dream last night was that I was at school and a softball game had already started and someone said that I wasn't allowed to play in that game becuase I hadn't been there and I didn't have my stuff. But the thing is, that I did have my stuff, it was all in my car. So while I was leaving the office tech room, I asked ms tyburski if she was going to the game tonight, and she responded with, I'm not going to be going to any games that you will be playing in. I was like rip shit! When she was lecturing me about something, I started out the door and slamed it in her face. It seemed like noone wanted me to play. Then I started running in the opposite direction than where my car was. When I finally got outside, it was dark, and people were sledding down the hill that was all grass. (weird i know) So then I started running again towards the softball field in the back of the school where all the lights were and then my mom called and woke me up this morning. and i woke up in a cold sweat.
So as you can tell I was really bothered by the comments that dulude was making, and the comments that other people were making, and it actually really made me upset.
But I'm kinda over it now becuase I'm not altering my plans that I had to make one stupid fucking softball game for his fucking pleasure. I already have hotel rooms booked and me and jackie have everything all planned out to a tee, and nothing can come between that. I wanna go out and do things while I'm still young.
So I'm leaving work early today because I have to clean out my car becuase there is a huge pile of trash on my passengers side floor. And it's really getting disgusting. haha.
Today's going to be nice, so I mine as well use it up with NOT being inside dieing of bordum.