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Well good morning all. I'm sick, and I'm just getting sicker..I'm at work, but I'm leaving early because I need to get some rest. I also need to do this math project that is due the tuesday that we go back to academics. It's not that hard but the hardest part about it is making up 3 problems that I have to solve and draw. And I can't draw for shit, so that sucks. But on the brighter side, softball is getting closer and closer. I'm VERY out of shape and I need to do something that will ease the feeling of the first practice because I'm going to be very very sore. oh man.
Let's see...what's been going on in my life...work and school and me feeling bad about how I'm treating my mother. I feel wicked bad that I'm out every night, but I can't stay home and be bored. It just sucks that everytime I do want to stay home, my brother starts shit with my mom and they get into little fights, and I can't stand watching them and hearing them yell at each other. The only place I go is Cassie's. I have no other friends and I'm fine with that, I just wish that I could be able to stay at home and enjoy a nice evening. I just thinks it's wicked dumb that my mom expects me to stay in one place when it's unbearable to sit and watch from the sideline. There's nothing I can do about the fact that they argue except leave. I just don't know.
I don't even know why I just posted about that because it's only going bug me for like 5 more mintues...until the next time it happens.
People don't want to read about shit like this all the time, that is why I only do it seldomly just to get things out.
I just want things to go smoothly and come faster. That's all.
Let's see...what's been going on in my life...work and school and me feeling bad about how I'm treating my mother. I feel wicked bad that I'm out every night, but I can't stay home and be bored. It just sucks that everytime I do want to stay home, my brother starts shit with my mom and they get into little fights, and I can't stand watching them and hearing them yell at each other. The only place I go is Cassie's. I have no other friends and I'm fine with that, I just wish that I could be able to stay at home and enjoy a nice evening. I just thinks it's wicked dumb that my mom expects me to stay in one place when it's unbearable to sit and watch from the sideline. There's nothing I can do about the fact that they argue except leave. I just don't know.
I don't even know why I just posted about that because it's only going bug me for like 5 more mintues...until the next time it happens.
People don't want to read about shit like this all the time, that is why I only do it seldomly just to get things out.
I just want things to go smoothly and come faster. That's all.