well..
okay.. so last nihgt at church i had a blast untill the very end in which some stupid prank started that will last for the next month or so....
I started to have fun when my youth pastor picked me up she is great and then Carolee Kim and myself were making posters for the christmas play and got high off the markers and could not stop laughing it was great and then i gavve my testimony after Thai Ann did because my condition was that i did not go first... hehehe they love me.
Then came time to go home and the "prank" started the prank is that most of the girls and guys are acting like they are going out so that Kim and Dennis will start thinking that somebody is playing match maker.. i hate it but hey thats alright. so anyway i think i am going to give up on Jeremy and try to find someone new ... i kinda like Cyrus...but i dont know anymore...
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Secret Love
Standing by your side
Multitude of emotions inside
You are so close
And yet so far away
I reach out for your hand
Pull back ever so slowly
Fearing you'll turn and run
Hoping you'll reach back for me
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Dreaming
I'm not tall as a mountain,
Or strong as a bear.
But what you should know,
Is that I'll always be care.
I'm not someone special,
And I'm usually all alone.
I know my dreams are just fantasies,
But I still want you as my own.
I know I'm a fool,
For asking for so much.
But I can't stop dreaming,
Of feeling your tender touch.
Will you ever notice me,
Will I ever let you know?
Will I ever have the courage,
To tell you that I love you so....
...........................................
Beauty Inside
I bought a little rock today,
It looked so plain outside,
I never dreamed for a minute
Of the beauty it did hide.
It looked like a ball of mud
All brown and pitted so,
You would never, ever dream
Of the beauty it would show.
But I learned just what to do
To break this rock apart,
And was absolutely dazzled
By the beauty in it's heart.
You see, inside the rock
Were myriad crystals gleaming white,
It was simply magnificent
When exposed to the light.
It made me think how wonderfully
Each of us is made,
We might be plain on the outside
Our loveliness hidden in the shade.
But God has filled us with beauty
That no mortal hand can duplicate,
We are fearfully and wonderfully made,
God's image we simulate.
So don't judge by outward appearances
Because as that rock, the surface can hide
An inner light that is magnificent
And an incredible beauty inside.
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well gotta go.....
I started to have fun when my youth pastor picked me up she is great and then Carolee Kim and myself were making posters for the christmas play and got high off the markers and could not stop laughing it was great and then i gavve my testimony after Thai Ann did because my condition was that i did not go first... hehehe they love me.
Then came time to go home and the "prank" started the prank is that most of the girls and guys are acting like they are going out so that Kim and Dennis will start thinking that somebody is playing match maker.. i hate it but hey thats alright. so anyway i think i am going to give up on Jeremy and try to find someone new ... i kinda like Cyrus...but i dont know anymore...
.....................................
Secret Love
Standing by your side
Multitude of emotions inside
You are so close
And yet so far away
I reach out for your hand
Pull back ever so slowly
Fearing you'll turn and run
Hoping you'll reach back for me
....................................
Dreaming
I'm not tall as a mountain,
Or strong as a bear.
But what you should know,
Is that I'll always be care.
I'm not someone special,
And I'm usually all alone.
I know my dreams are just fantasies,
But I still want you as my own.
I know I'm a fool,
For asking for so much.
But I can't stop dreaming,
Of feeling your tender touch.
Will you ever notice me,
Will I ever let you know?
Will I ever have the courage,
To tell you that I love you so....
...........................................
Beauty Inside
I bought a little rock today,
It looked so plain outside,
I never dreamed for a minute
Of the beauty it did hide.
It looked like a ball of mud
All brown and pitted so,
You would never, ever dream
Of the beauty it would show.
But I learned just what to do
To break this rock apart,
And was absolutely dazzled
By the beauty in it's heart.
You see, inside the rock
Were myriad crystals gleaming white,
It was simply magnificent
When exposed to the light.
It made me think how wonderfully
Each of us is made,
We might be plain on the outside
Our loveliness hidden in the shade.
But God has filled us with beauty
That no mortal hand can duplicate,
We are fearfully and wonderfully made,
God's image we simulate.
So don't judge by outward appearances
Because as that rock, the surface can hide
An inner light that is magnificent
And an incredible beauty inside.
......................................................
well gotta go.....