How does time pass so fast?
Well, it's already January 11th. And I don't even know what I did the first week and a half of 2006. That's sad. I feel like my life really is a never ending cycle. I do the same things, everyday of every week between the months of December to the end of March. No lie. Between those 4 months, I'm lucky if I get a whole 10 days off. And starting Feb. 11th, I will no longer have saturdays off due to comps starting. Oh joy!! Not like that adds to the already huge amount of stress that I have right now.
So basically I'm really stressed out. It seems like I can't go through a day without thinking about how much I have to do when i get home, or how much I don't want to go to practice. These months for me are the hardest, and I'm sorry if I take it out on other people. I don't mean to, it's just i get so stressed out that sometimes I just snap. So I'm sorry.
I make it sound like cheering is torture and that I hate it. It's hard to explain, but it's a love hate thing. And right now I hate it because practice is so hard and my coach is going insane on us because comps starting soon. But i do like it, and I do enjoy it..just not practicing. ESPECIALLY when Patti's in a bad mood, because then i come home and can't move.
P.S. I Am EXTREMELY EXCITED To Compete Against Those HOT Feehan Cheerleaders. Those Girls Are Amazing, And I Love All Of Them. +++ I Represent My "I Love Feehan Cheerleaders" Shirt All The Time :)
So please be patient with me, I'll be back to myself in no time .