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Apr 22, 2004 01:18

i can't sleep...

I AM: anxious
I WANT: peace
I HAVE: nothing of value
I WISH: for answers
I HATE: my place in this miserable world
I MISS: oblivion
I FEAR: making decisions
I HEAR: more than i should
I SEARCH: for myself
I WONDER: 24/7
I REGRET: every breath
I LOVE: how people use this word so loosely
I ACHE: period.
I ALWAYS: 'try' to make people happy
I AM NOT: good enough at it
I DANCE: i do not
I SING: i have tried
I CRY: i can't anymore
I WRITE: when i am able to think clearly
I WIN: this is an abnoxious survey
I LOSE: but interesting
I CONFUSE: i am
I NEED: drugs
I SHOULD: seclude myself
______
[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: i try to
You like to cook: for other people
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: indeed
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: time is if no importance to me
You bite your fingernails: i used to
You believe in love: it doesn't believe in me
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[WHO IS]
The weirdest person you know: who cares, really
The Loudest Person you Know:
The Sexiest Person you Know:
The Person that Knows the Most about you: no one, including myself
Your Crush?: childish
Most Boring Teacher:
_______
[WHAT IS]
Your most overused phrase on IM: this is why i hate surveys yet i am participating in this one
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: last night? it's best you don't know
Inside joke:
_______
[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday: more than one
Have a(any) crush(es): in middle school maybe
Think you know you've been in love: what is love
Want to get married: i currently feel too unstable for any commitments
Have any tattoos/where?: never
Piercings/where?: never
Get motion sickness: in the past
Think you're a health freak: freak, yes.. not necessarily a health freak
Get along with your parents: i don't honestly know them and they don't know me.. how can i get along with them.. we get along but not on a personal level..
Like thunderstorms: i enjoy any act of nature

[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?]
Ryan: there's only one name i can think of right now..
Rob: ...
Drew: ...
Heather: ...
Will: ...
Paul: ...
Eve: ...
John: ...
Laura: ...
Alex: ...
Justin: ...
Ricky: ...
Jacob: ...
Jack: ...
Graham: ...
Lisa: ...

julia...

_______
[RANDOM]
SIGN: according to horoscopes, virgo
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: black
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black
EYE COLOR: brown
PARENTS: yes
SIBLINGS: just one
LIVE WITH: an alcoholic, his japanese wife and a very naiive sister
FAVORITE RELATIVE: adam and eve for eating the goddamn fruit... and starting this whole mess
_______
[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 0
COLOR: no preference
DAY: the day i die
MONTH:
SONG: i love music
FOOD: asian food
SEASON:
SPORT: i enjoyed rowing
DRINK: water
VEGGIE:
_______
[PREFERENCES]
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? with who? the person makes the time enjoyable not the action
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? regular white milk is fine
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?
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[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU]
CRIED? in privacy yes
HELPED SOMEONE? i hope
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GOTTEN SICK? i think i am sick
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? how about MEANT "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX?
MISSED AN EX? oh god
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? crush?
MISSED SOMEONE? is this what i'm feeling
HUGGED SOMEONE? a lot of people
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? fighting is pointless
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? ...
_______
[WOULD YOU EVER] i'm not going to attempt to answer these.. they already seem either abnoxious or perverse
1. Eat a bug?
2. Bungee jump?
3. Hang glide?
4. Kill someone?
5. Have sex with someone you don't love?
6. Kiss someone of the same sex?
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex?
8. Parachute from a plane?
9. Walk on hot coals?
10. Go out with someone for their looks?
11. For their reputation?
12. Be a vegetarian?
13. Wear plaid with stripes?
14. IM a stranger?
15. Sing karaoke?
16. Get drunk off your ass?
17. Shoplift?
18. Run a red light?
19. Star in a porn video?
20. Dye your hair blue?
21. Be on Survivor?
22. Wear makeup in public?
23. NOT wear makeup in public?
24. Cheat on a test?
25. Make someone cry?
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker?
27. Kick a baby?
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you?
29. Cuss out a priest?
30. Take a job as a janitor?
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong?
32. Stay up all through the night?
33. Drink straight espresso?

... that's enough
happy earthday
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