Aug 12, 2003 03:29
it is beautiful outside tonight.. with a full moon and a really clear sky.. i got to see carl and rob today and then watched swat with rob.. i value their friendship a lot.. and i can see one big difference with them from other friends.. i used to be really close with them.. we talked about and discussed things a lot.. i consider rob a best friend.. he is a good friend. no one else still tries to see me now that i've gone to a different school.. carl and i have been friends for a really long time.. lately our differences have kind of flared, mostly having to do with our take on how life should be spent.. but i still love him and i think we'll always be able to get along.. i just wish he would/could accept me more..
i am missing julia a lot.. it's weird because i still see her frequently, though not as much as before.. but when i don't get to be with her i feel like we're apart.. i never want to be apart and it hurts when i can't be with her.. for almost 8 months now.. i still think about her so much, every day..
love