Oct 05, 2005 22:30
Four females, hands palm-to-palm connecting circle.
Lives intertwined, linking heart to heart.
Girly giggles spouting over shared secrets.
This is the life of a twelve-year-old girl.
I miss these days,
bicycles rambling down suburban streets
Reaching the playground with its
swings, bars, slides, beams.
But mostly, the girls I share them with.
Blushing over whispered secrets, forbidden questions.
"Where DO babies come from?"
Sleepovers: living room floors, scary movies, Truth or Dare.
Painting toenails, applying premature blush,
more glitter, more glitter, more glitter.
Dress-up in antiquated clothings from days of mothers youth.
High heels slipping from heels that fall inches from fitting.
Hugs and tears exchanged over silly nothings
at the time so huge.
I miss these days of close friendships,
vows so utopian in nature.
I have grown, ne'er to return to this stage of innocence.
It seems strange to mourn something so sweet.