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Hola old friends.. haven't written in a few days. Don't worry, you all haven't missed much. Just been play pratice all week- had our first two performances yesterday. I guess it went pretty well- it's hard to tell when you aren't onstage much. And I really didn't mean that in a negative, sulky way at all, honest. I'm fairly happy with my part.
So last night I went out to eat with Aaron's family- that was fun. I really like his family, they make me laugh. And his gramma is really really nice. So then we went back to his house, and I was only planning on staying about 45 min because I had to be home at 12:30, but umm... ended up getting home at 2:30. Grounded from my car for 6 days. Ouch. I can't wait for college... no more curfews! Or at least, no more curfews that get your car taken away if broken. Oh, well, at least it's only 6 days. That means that I get it back on Friday- just in time for the weekend! whoo! lol.
Speaking of which- it cannot be this close to spring break already!!!! Impossible. Impossible. Impossible. This year has gone by so fast. I'm not ready to be a senior. Anyone who graduated last year who reads this... I am going to be a senior in a few months! Does that even seem possible to you all?!?! Becuase it doesn't to me. I think we all need to go back to preschool and start all over again :). Well.. maybe after college I can start all over again. Because I wanna see what it's like to be on my own before I decide to go back to living with my parents.
So yea.. GSA auditions in like, 2 weeks. Ack. NEED A MONOLOGUE!!! need to memorize my pieces. Need to send in that form that never got sent in. Summer is quickly approaching, and I've already got so much stuff planned. Or at least, so much that I'm auditioning for and hoping to get into, and planned. NYC for a week. Hopefully GSA for 3 weeks. Hopefully Loucon for at least 1 week. Maybe a family vacation 1 week. I wonder what it's like to stay home for an entire summer? I wouldn't know. Crazy me always busy as a bee.
So yea... another performance tonite. Can you believe it guys... I only have one opening night left now in my high school career! Hugging circle tomorrow.. will not think about graduation. Will not think about graduation. Will not think about graduation. I thought this year wasn't going to be as bad as last year, but lo and behold, I just had to go and make friends with some seniors. What is wrong with me, hmm?? I would be a lot less sad at the end of every year if I didn't have to think about how people are leaving. I guess I'd be ok if I knew that we were going to keep in touch. But the people who I was pretty sure that I would stay touch with (Caitlin, Bennett, Katie P., Lexi...) well, I haven't talked to any of them in a very long time. I realize that we all have lives and stuff, and especially since we're all spread out from each other, it makes it rather difficult to go hang out or whatever. But I still miss them, and I really wish that we could've stayed closer :(. So now people like Ashlee, who I've come to care about so much, and who I really want to stay close to... I don't want to think about how I probably won't ever really talk to her again after the summer. Maybe just after the school year. It's just so.. sad. They say it's a small world, but it constantly amazes me how spread apart people can get in such a small world.
Well, I'm exhausted from staying up till 3... and then not really being able to sleep. I gotta go clean my room and find out whether or not I'm allowed to drive in to the play tonight, because I have GOT to get some coffee- dead on stage is nto a good thing. Wish I could do something after the play tonight.. stupid grounding. Hopefully they'll still let me go to the cast party tomorrow. If not, I'm going to be upset. But anyways, goodbye all.
So last night I went out to eat with Aaron's family- that was fun. I really like his family, they make me laugh. And his gramma is really really nice. So then we went back to his house, and I was only planning on staying about 45 min because I had to be home at 12:30, but umm... ended up getting home at 2:30. Grounded from my car for 6 days. Ouch. I can't wait for college... no more curfews! Or at least, no more curfews that get your car taken away if broken. Oh, well, at least it's only 6 days. That means that I get it back on Friday- just in time for the weekend! whoo! lol.
Speaking of which- it cannot be this close to spring break already!!!! Impossible. Impossible. Impossible. This year has gone by so fast. I'm not ready to be a senior. Anyone who graduated last year who reads this... I am going to be a senior in a few months! Does that even seem possible to you all?!?! Becuase it doesn't to me. I think we all need to go back to preschool and start all over again :). Well.. maybe after college I can start all over again. Because I wanna see what it's like to be on my own before I decide to go back to living with my parents.
So yea.. GSA auditions in like, 2 weeks. Ack. NEED A MONOLOGUE!!! need to memorize my pieces. Need to send in that form that never got sent in. Summer is quickly approaching, and I've already got so much stuff planned. Or at least, so much that I'm auditioning for and hoping to get into, and planned. NYC for a week. Hopefully GSA for 3 weeks. Hopefully Loucon for at least 1 week. Maybe a family vacation 1 week. I wonder what it's like to stay home for an entire summer? I wouldn't know. Crazy me always busy as a bee.
So yea... another performance tonite. Can you believe it guys... I only have one opening night left now in my high school career! Hugging circle tomorrow.. will not think about graduation. Will not think about graduation. Will not think about graduation. I thought this year wasn't going to be as bad as last year, but lo and behold, I just had to go and make friends with some seniors. What is wrong with me, hmm?? I would be a lot less sad at the end of every year if I didn't have to think about how people are leaving. I guess I'd be ok if I knew that we were going to keep in touch. But the people who I was pretty sure that I would stay touch with (Caitlin, Bennett, Katie P., Lexi...) well, I haven't talked to any of them in a very long time. I realize that we all have lives and stuff, and especially since we're all spread out from each other, it makes it rather difficult to go hang out or whatever. But I still miss them, and I really wish that we could've stayed closer :(. So now people like Ashlee, who I've come to care about so much, and who I really want to stay close to... I don't want to think about how I probably won't ever really talk to her again after the summer. Maybe just after the school year. It's just so.. sad. They say it's a small world, but it constantly amazes me how spread apart people can get in such a small world.
Well, I'm exhausted from staying up till 3... and then not really being able to sleep. I gotta go clean my room and find out whether or not I'm allowed to drive in to the play tonight, because I have GOT to get some coffee- dead on stage is nto a good thing. Wish I could do something after the play tonight.. stupid grounding. Hopefully they'll still let me go to the cast party tomorrow. If not, I'm going to be upset. But anyways, goodbye all.