Nov 13, 2005 16:27
This is the Email I recieved today when I got in. Im upset but ive got to have Rodie living closer to me. I thought about going down to Louisiana to just take him but I knew id end up fighting and id have the cops on my tail as soon as I left.
Jason. Rodie and I are in Gonzales with mom. I don't know how long we will be here maybe for good. I was not making any money up there and got desperate. I have about 600 in fines due this month plus an enormous phone bill. I couldn't earn enough there to keep myself out of jail. Plus mama really needs us now. She is sick. She has cancer and needs help. She needs us to keep her mind off of her illness. Her chemo is over in Feb then she starts radiation. We have a long road ahead and I want to help her get well. I have a job teaching at the daycare, Rodie will go for free. There is so much opportunity here now. EVERYWHERE is hiring and paying well. And offering full benefits which Rodie and I need badly. You and I can work something out with visitation. I am not confined to living in north mississippi because of the divorce papers. I know you are very angry but this is the best decision I have made since you and I have divorced. Mom needs us. I need a good job and my family support. I had nothing there and was tired of being absolutely broke. I kept wondering how I was going to give him a good birthday and Christmas. There wasn t a way in Baldwyn/Tupelo and working in a factory is not an option. Who knows? I may change my mind and come back. But for now, this is our best bet. Anyway, you are going away to train for dish installation soon and will be gone awhile. Call me at mom's cuz I turned my phone off. Later