[Screened to Yuushi]
This is way overdue. Because I am a retard or something. And yeah, I know, I'm lame for doing it like this but.... If I said it in person my face would match my hair and I'd make an enormous ass out of myself somehow, I just know it, so even though you deserve a face-to-face, I'm being a coward and hiding in the internet >> Sorry.
I should have said something that night. I didn't because I was too surprised, and I apparently needed a little time to wrap my head around things.
Now that I have...I feel like a real ass for taking so long to get back to you, and I'm hoping you won't hold it against me, at least not too much.
I like you, Yuushi. I think...even though I had myself convinced I was over my crush on you...I wasn't. Not really. That whole night was filled with me following impulses and doing things that, at the time, I was telling myself I shouldn't, because we were just friends... But I don't regret any of it. It was fun, and looking back, I think perhaps I wouldn't have found out how you felt if I hadn't done those things.
And this is getting way longer than I planned on, and I don't really know what I'm saying anymore, but, well, the point is...
Want to be my boyfriend?
(ooc: Strike = deleted. And also...the fact that Gakuto is typing properly (using actual -ing instead of -in', 'you' instead of 'ya', 'should have' instead of 'shoulda'...it all shoudl help make the point that he is incredibly serious about this and not taking it lightly. ^^;; Also, he is super embarrassed, and was blushing practically the entire time he was typing. XD )
I should have said something that night. I didn't because I was too surprised, and I apparently needed a little time to wrap my head around things.
Now that I have...I feel like a real ass for taking so long to get back to you, and I'm hoping you won't hold it against me, at least not too much.
I like you, Yuushi. I think...even though I had myself convinced I was over my crush on you...I wasn't. Not really. That whole night was filled with me following impulses and doing things that, at the time, I was telling myself I shouldn't, because we were just friends... But I don't regret any of it. It was fun, and looking back, I think perhaps I wouldn't have found out how you felt if I hadn't done those things.
And this is getting way longer than I planned on, and I don't really know what I'm saying anymore, but, well, the point is...
Want to be my boyfriend?
(ooc: Strike = deleted. And also...the fact that Gakuto is typing properly (using actual -ing instead of -in', 'you' instead of 'ya', 'should have' instead of 'shoulda'...it all shoudl help make the point that he is incredibly serious about this and not taking it lightly. ^^;; Also, he is super embarrassed, and was blushing practically the entire time he was typing. XD )