Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
Blah. Working at Home Depot now. Its pretty cool, the people are pretty chill and all, but man money sure does go fast. Christmas is coming up fast and im so worried about what Im going to do when it comes to Aidyn, Im tired of having Keith buy her gifts that I cant. Dont get me wrong I appreciate everything he has done for her and us, he's been a great dad to me and grandfather to her but still. Idk maybe my pride is conflicting.
Anyway, things are good with Sam,he's a great guy, honest. but sometimes i cant handle his honesty. Its like i want to keep him in my life that im holding on to this stupid fantasy that things are always gonna be this way, that we are gonna be happy together for a long time, Even though I know he doesnt want anything too serious because I have a kid. -sigh- what am i gonna do. I dont want him to walk away. I havent been this happy in a while, But its bittersweet.
Hmmm. Idk.
Anyway, things are good with Sam,he's a great guy, honest. but sometimes i cant handle his honesty. Its like i want to keep him in my life that im holding on to this stupid fantasy that things are always gonna be this way, that we are gonna be happy together for a long time, Even though I know he doesnt want anything too serious because I have a kid. -sigh- what am i gonna do. I dont want him to walk away. I havent been this happy in a while, But its bittersweet.
Hmmm. Idk.