enough already

Dec 07, 2004 17:17

things are not good lately. im not able to even stand it anymore. my family praises kailey and treats me like shit. i mean kaileys nice and i like her but i cant stand it right now. heres why:

well my mom actually invites her over now. and whatever kailey does wrong, yeah i get blamed for it. its liek my mom and dad dont love me anymore, and lindsey is the only one whos seeing it. and i was switching the horses around in their stalls, yeah i got stepped on and i told mom and shes liek well maybe you deserved it, acting like the bitch you are now a days. ya thanks. and kailey told her little story of when she got stepped on and mom was liek aww you poor thing now i know that must have been an accident rieley just treats her horses liek crap so she deserves it. ya thanks mom i actually do treat my horses good, i feed them excersize them blanket them care for them all on my own and i get told i dont take care of them well enough. thats really nice. then my mom loves how kailey cooks sooooo good and tells/asks me why i cant be that good of a cook aand how im so lazy all of the time and how i dont care well enough for my family. kailey always wants to stay here, but im kinda happy shes not cuz my mom and dad neglect me and its liek kaileys taking over my family for me. it really sux. and i get blamed for things she did wrong, such as like a million viruses on our computer because of her and letting some cats loose in our house and just a bunch of that crap. and im constantly working and i am JUST NOT HAPPY and it freakin sux. i admit im so depressed. i just start breaking down and crying. lindsey can see whats happening too. it just really sux and kailey doesnt even talk to me anymore, she just kinda nods her head but then shes extatic to talk to mom and will tell her all these stories and stuff and my mo msays to her, oh you keep me so young, unlike rieley who is just a bitch about things. thanks mom. i love you so much. i wanna fuckin run away.
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