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yes, i'm actually updating this thing.
wow, can you believe it?! hahaha..mann..
there's so much going on. everything's
big but it's all going by so fast that i just
don't have the time to let it sink into my
head..
so many things are happening. there's so
much here swirling in my head. i've been
talking to dar a lot lately..kinda. we have
good chats. even if they're serious we always
have something to laugh about. and we almost
always usually end on a happy note..like last
night. we spread our thoughts on life, about
our past, it was good. i felt lighter a bit, i really
needed it too. she helped me get my mind out
of all the things that i was worrying about.
thanks, dar! =)
now i'm talking to glenn. mann..he's so smart
and talented..he has so much love to give! haha..
spread the love, glenn! we don't really know
each other but we've got the basics down..we've
already had some good convos and he's already
watching over me, how sweet..mann..he better
visit next summer! our brief meeting was so
blurred last time..just for a minute..yeah, we
better chill next summer!
goin to philly tomorrow! i think it'll be okay..
my mom's goin as a 'chaperone' hehe..yeah
they needed a nurse just in case something
happens to us kids. my mom was all talking
about making her own personalized first aid
kit..lol it's gonna be cool. even though i have
the two teachers i don't really like as my other
chaperones. i'ma stick with my mommy! yeah,
her, christina, and maude. brigesh and vaidehi
are in my group too. our group rocks! if only we
had arakelian and sanservino though.. =( ohh
well, we'll make the best of it, right? =)
do i seem superficial to you? i'm so vague about
so many things. it always looks like i'm happy and
so optimistic, right? what's beyond this exterior
of mine? am i hurting? am i sad? sometimes i
ask myself the same question. am i just pretending
to be strong for the benefit of others? that's how
i feel sometimes..but then when i pretend to be
happy and eventually make them happy, i get happy
too. so i guess it's a good thing..maybe..
wow, can you believe it?! hahaha..mann..
there's so much going on. everything's
big but it's all going by so fast that i just
don't have the time to let it sink into my
head..
so many things are happening. there's so
much here swirling in my head. i've been
talking to dar a lot lately..kinda. we have
good chats. even if they're serious we always
have something to laugh about. and we almost
always usually end on a happy note..like last
night. we spread our thoughts on life, about
our past, it was good. i felt lighter a bit, i really
needed it too. she helped me get my mind out
of all the things that i was worrying about.
thanks, dar! =)
now i'm talking to glenn. mann..he's so smart
and talented..he has so much love to give! haha..
spread the love, glenn! we don't really know
each other but we've got the basics down..we've
already had some good convos and he's already
watching over me, how sweet..mann..he better
visit next summer! our brief meeting was so
blurred last time..just for a minute..yeah, we
better chill next summer!
goin to philly tomorrow! i think it'll be okay..
my mom's goin as a 'chaperone' hehe..yeah
they needed a nurse just in case something
happens to us kids. my mom was all talking
about making her own personalized first aid
kit..lol it's gonna be cool. even though i have
the two teachers i don't really like as my other
chaperones. i'ma stick with my mommy! yeah,
her, christina, and maude. brigesh and vaidehi
are in my group too. our group rocks! if only we
had arakelian and sanservino though.. =( ohh
well, we'll make the best of it, right? =)
do i seem superficial to you? i'm so vague about
so many things. it always looks like i'm happy and
so optimistic, right? what's beyond this exterior
of mine? am i hurting? am i sad? sometimes i
ask myself the same question. am i just pretending
to be strong for the benefit of others? that's how
i feel sometimes..but then when i pretend to be
happy and eventually make them happy, i get happy
too. so i guess it's a good thing..maybe..