May 14, 2006 21:28
I never knew how much of an asshole my relatives are till today. The stuff that was coming out of their mouth was unbelievable. You wouldn't expect someone close to you to even say that. You would think they would be happy for you that you got into a good college but instead they put you down and call you stupid. WTF is that?! Does it always have to be about competition? Just because you're doing better doesn't mean they have the right to treat you that way. What pissed me off the most though was that my parents didn't say anything to help me. They just sat there and agreed. I don't know if it's cause they just don't want to argue with them or what. But either way... i'm over it. I know better than to go to another one of those gatherings next time.
The whole time I was at dinner I was texting my brother because I was really upset. I was sso upset that I probably could have cried but I sucked it up. My brother is the greatest. He told me to not worry about what they say because they don't know anything and that he would beat up whoever talked the most shit. My brother was pissed though. He knows how they are and he hates them. You dont know how much I appreciate my brother. I used to think of him as this jerk who was always on my case but now he is someone who I can always turn to when something is wrong. He never doubted me once and instead he supports me in everything that I do.
And lastly, my bf is awesome! I love him lotssss =D
AND my lovely Victoria. Thanks for being there! Good luck on your final! You can pull off that A!