I NEED A Vacation

[dylia]

I haven't spent more than one night at a time out of my house since my honeymoon--almost three years ago.

I'm tired.
I'm tired of dishes.
I'm tired of noise.
I'm tired of having a dark house.
I'm tired of trash bags.
I'm tired of dog slobber.
I'm tired of having a bare flower bed.
I'm tired of never getting the last cookie.
I'm tired of my daughter thinking she lives at Grandma's house.
I'm tired of my daughter choosing Grandma's house over home.
I'm tired of body hair.
I'm tired of strange smells from indisceriable sources.
I'm tired of diapers.
I'm tired of feeling insufficient.
I'm tired of not being able to want sex.
I'm tired of my husband resenting me for not wanting sex.
I'm tired of Prozac.
I'm tired of Seroquel.
I'm tired of Seasonale.
I'm tired of Neurontin.
I'm tired of having to take drugs just to keep me from killing myself or others.
I'm tired of having to be medicated just so I can move.
I'm tired of hearing fireworks all night.
I'm tired of being/feeling fat.
I'm tired of not being able to sleep.
I'm so tired of laundry I haven't even been able to look at it today.
I'm tired of food allergies.
I'm tired of fast food.
I'm tired of feeling guilty for wanting to go to a sit-down restaurant.
I'm tired of $2.30+ gasoline.
I'm tired of clutter.
I'm tired of not being able to vacuum.
I'm tired of cobwebs and the spiders that make them.
I'm tired of dust everywhere.
I'm tired of having a cappuccino machine I have no idea how to use.
I'm tired of my mother treating me like a pariah.
I'm tired of having to cancel plans.
I'm tired of not feeling important.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.