Jan 30, 2008 02:53
To have you sit next to me as I surf the web like a zombie. Or while I'm doing homework in my room listening to classical music. I wish you were here. To make lunch on a rainy day, and sit on the porch and talk about dumb as shit, making fun of the people walking by, would be amazing.
It's so hard to think about what everyday life would be like with you. I crave it so much, but never full-filled. Soon enough the time will come, but for now I sit and wonder what it must be like. The smiles would show a lot more. Making my life tons brighter. I'm sure the tears would come flowing just as often. But at least my phone would stop being my gateway to you. Life is tough as of now. But you and I are strong enough to deal with the fact that we were born too far than what should have been.
The days of getting sick of being around each other will be here soon.. ha!